Dear frens,
UPDATE
Thank you for all your prayers, dears frens.
Thursday, 7.00 p.m. Berlin time
So I visited her also today and after being there for a while it was better, not so much just when I arrived. She is well, but still not so well mentally due to the anasthesia, she has still some problems with orientation. I just heard now via phone that she had a panic attack seeing someone standing at her bed close to her. Not so good. They gave her a drug against panic attacks. Not so good in my view. I told them to call me, if it happens again so that I can once again drive to the hospital and be with her.
Please pray for the recovery of her inner peace, confidence and full mental/emotional strength and clarity. Thank you.
While being there in the afternoon I felt relieve for myself and regained my old inner strength and peace back. So whoever prayed 4 hours ago for me (3.00 p.m. Berlin time) - thank you so much, I felt it immediately!!!
Thursday 12.00 a.m. Berlin time
So far the surgery on Wednesday was successful, so far no fear of inflammation values rising. But low blood pressure, but she has pain and seems not to be fully able to communicate. I was there after the surgery when she was still under the narcotic influence and hoped that it would be better today.
Next hour I will be with her again to check that. I hope this will improve soon. I keep you updated.
All your support helped so very much, glad to have you, because my levels of braveness are weakened through the last years.
(due to the anasthesia yesterday, she was uttering cries every 10 minutes not fully conscious. Normally I can handle such things being fully in my capacity of caring for the other. At the moment not so much. I need more inner strength to stay useful for her.)
Tuesday
today we have been told that my mother has colon cancer and for Wednesday the surgery to remove it has been set.
The last year, after the death of her oldest daughter, my sister, was not a good year for her and her health was fading away. Now the cause has been found, it was due to the cancer. And yes, she took the vax (one J&J), I could not prevent it unfortunately. Ivermectin is not available here in Germany and also the time is too short.
The part after the successful surgery will be the crucial part due to her age. I have a good and hopeful feeling, but would appreciate your prayers as support for her.
Thank you very much, dear frens. God bless and protect you and your family.
Dear Mightyspark2024, please excuse me for the late answer. Your offer is very kind and I am really interested in it for the time the surgery has been healed and her recovery is well on the way to hinder the cancer from coming back.
Unfortunately I have heard that the customs officials have got really really strict in the last ten years regarding drugs and natural healing substances sent via airport into EU/Germany. They check parcels and envelopes very hard, seize and destroy them due to the stronger regulation regarding such things. One only gets a written notice that it has been detected and destroyed.
So for the next days I am fully focussed on getting her quickly on the path of recovery. And I will let your offer sink in. Nevertheless I am very interested and thankful for your offer coming back to you soon. (for an update of it all please above in the post description).
I wasn't sure what would happen to the package but I know how much my mother means to me. She's in her early 80's and got the vax as well as my stepfather. I can tell the difference from just a few years ago. It's sad to have to watch it but it's a fear that gets at the best of us. My only hope is that they don't suffer and one day we will all be together again in a true paradise with a perfect father to lead us into eternity. God bless you all
Dear Mightyspark2024, thank you for your words which touch me so much. Your mother can be proud of you and may God bless your family with many good years come. Today my mother passed away, her heart was too weak. I know she is now released from suffering and with our eternal Father in heaven. Thank you for your support and your proposal for the shipment.
my condolences. I'm so sorry. May you find peace in knowing you will again see her , much healthier, and forever in the next. Just keep remembering your fond memories of her and the love you have. Stay strong and God bless.