Yea... get in trouble and get yelled at. So as a kid you cry, obviously, and then my parents would get even more mad because I was upset. My dad used to blow his fucking top if I cried after being screamed at for being a kid - mind you, we're talking under 7 years old here.
Just conditions you to believe you're a horribly bad kid on purpose - at fucking 5-7 years old.
Core memories that transcended into never risking to show my emotions - you only get beat up for it.
Yea... get in trouble and get yelled at. So as a kid you cry, obviously, and then my parents would get even more mad because I was upset. My dad used to blow his fucking top if I cried after being screamed at for being a kid - mind you, we're talking under 7 years old here.
Just conditions you to believe you're a horribly bad kid on purpose - at fucking 5-7 years old.
Core memories that transcended into never risking to show my emotions - you only get beat up for it.
My father would beat me for reasons you shouldn't beat a kid, and then would tell me "if you don't stop crying, I'll give you something to cry about"
I always thought "motherfucker, you already gave me something to cry about! That's why I'm cryin'!"
Lol