I just wanted to start this by thanking everyone for the incredible support you offered me when I made my post 3 weeks ago. I'll include an update on where I am and what is going on, but this post is primarily going to be a cry for help. If you don't care about the details, skip down - I'll leave an ampersand on its on line where I make my request.
I am still in Georgia. I've purchased and exchanged plane tickets twice but keep getting delayed in my return to Arizona by logistical concerns. I hope to return next week to my brother's house. I realize now I made a severe fauc pas by using his name, even just his first name in my post. As he is deceased (I still can't bring myself to type those words without tearful hesitation), I understand that it no longer matters in his case. But this is not a mistake I will make again. I'm still learning, and having a very hard time wrapping my mind around the stakes.
A number of you offered one to one conversation with me and I ignored pretty much everyone. That is a flaw in my part. After some soul searching I think my problem is that I do not feel deserving of any recognition whatsoever after the way I treated my brother and the forgiving kindness he offered me in return. I feel physically ill. You'll have to be patient with me.
My brother's lawyer accepted a dollar from me. He's my lawyer now, prospectively. So he's helping me arrange the Arizona estate. I'm sure the bill ultimately won't be cheap but I have discovered about $30k my brother left to me as part of the estate, so fees will be covered after the fact. I have been applying for jobs in the area on the off chance I might be able to afford to keep the house.
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I took 3 books from my brother's house to read and haven't had the chance to do more than skim them. They are 'An Invitation to The Great Awakening, by WWGIWGA,' 'Revolution Q, by Neon Revolt,' and 'Q and The Anons, by An Anon.'
My first request is this: Are these worth reading? Revolution Q is extremely dense and the book itself is heavy. These were the only books I found that seemed to be on exactly this subject but I have reason to believe he had more in the barn, which are now lost. I did not find a manifest or title list in the house but still have more searching to do.
My second request: I am overwhelmed with information. Every rabbit trail seems to go through endless analysis and it's making it hard for me, this late in the game I suppose, to develop a clear picture of how to know what is and is not real. Has anyone attempted to develop a Q wiki or information site? What resources can I use to catch myself up to speed, and what resources should I avoid?
It seems that good, informational resources and negligent disinformational resources need some sort of unified disclaimer post somewhere as guideposts to lead people to the right place and intentionally avoid the wrong places. But there are so many places... is there a list of Q-related books, podcasts, films and documentaries, thinkers, etc?
Oh yeah, last request. Am I a "Qanon'er" or an "Anon" or what? I am not sure what I am doing, and not sure what to call myself. Is there a guide to the vernacular?
P.S. I originally posted this without this part, but going over some of the comments I received I remembered to address something by request: several of you asked me if I would consider writing. There were a few mediums suggested. I owe you at least an answer to that: yes, I absolutely will. 100%. I owe you more than just a commitment though so it may take some time to prepare myself to give you something worthwhile. This may finally be where I use my philosophy degree for something potent and important.
i am a person who believes in God and people. there are many resources. i relate to many here with the same mentality as we see in the military. there is always going to be rabbit holes that will be explored by those who have the ability to do so and the courage.
the best resource in my opinion is the KJV of the Bible. See the Bible is full of rabbit holes from science to love to deception to the unknown.. infinity. In my opinion reading the Bible, not once but over and over will create a muscle to critical think. Not all believe in the KJV Bible here either, but they believe in people and freedom.
what is real and what is not real? this depends on level you want to go to. the easiest is to proof what the news says. for instance, today in Florida and yesterday, many southwest flights were cancelled. The MSM reports due to extreme weather... however if you were in say Orlando... the weather was 80's and sunny with something like a 26 percent chance of rain. So, definitions matter. The msm is telling the truth without defining the word weather..
i couple this with the verse in the Bible -- Luke 16:10-12 -- so we see the MSM is telling the truth with knowledge that most will define weather as "rain and such" and yet they say it in the open and are faithful in the least to whom? Definity not the people.
when i was in the military it did not matter if your buddy was atheist, gay, mormon, catholic, and so on. They are your buddy and we should accept them for who they are as they accept a Christian for, they are as well. Love covers the multitude of sin.
the people who struggle the most is those who do not have a foundation in God or people. They do not understand how selfish they are and only serve themselves first. Hopefully more wake up and repent. When things get bad we should kneel and pray and ask how we can help our neighbors. Not kneel to the government and ask for more. We will get more for sure, but more of what?
It’s not the KJV itself, but the KJVO (KJV Onlyist sect of Christianity) is the problem. Anyhow, the ESV is the closest and most accurate translation and people are not hindered by learning and adjusting to Elizabethan English.
good point. i accept that is what others want to read. that is their discernment. Thee, Though and so on is not very hard to learn. I do find it interesting that many people learn to code in many different languages, but they will not adjust to Elizabethan English. There is humor there. :)
i should be doing more and when i was younger i would read the Bible over and over and over with concordances and dissect up what version left out what meanings. i hyper focused on the Bible for many years when i was young. Much comes to me when seeing things, just as at work i have done the same thing for decades so each scenario i will have the ability to discern the situation.
however, there is much i do not know in both fields and will never know it all. I wish i knew why we do not see more Christians standing up, but maybe they are and since i shutdown the world i do not comprehend they are still there.
Fair points. On not standing up, I think many (or most) are weary and afraid and it seems easier simply to lean into His sovereignty and trust He is in control of all things and what He has ordained will happen with or without their participation or action. Perhaps this attitude even spills over into the duty of evangelism, i.e if they don’t evangelize, someone else will and God is going to work it all out.