Casualties of this war… relationships, marriage, financial independence, home ownership, and so on Seems the faster the drips are happening, the more
🧘Mental/Physical Health 🏋🏼♂️
Quickly things are falling apart personally. Been self-employed for more than 15 years, shrinking disposable incomes have left significant losses (more than $100k) in sales last year alone, forcing the sale of the family farm. Stress has now increased to a point my spouse drinks heavily everyday as an escape and I’m left being the “grown up” in our relationship. Lost more than 15 lbs since the holidays, lack of sleep, Tired of struggling with what seems no relief
Sure would appreciate prayers and any uplifting recommendations for an escape, if not just a momentarily.
I had missed church the week prior because when i set my alarm it went to 9 pm instead of 9 am, and then this most recent one... I missed again because my foot out of nowhere Friday night hurt like hell and by Sunday I couldn't walk.
I told some of the lil' ol church ladies that have befriended me they said they would pray for me and then Tuesday I woke up and it felt absolutely fine. Tuesday was going to be the day I'd decide to go get it checked out if it still hurt.
Coincidence? Maybe. But my life has had a different sense of hope ever since I walked into that church close to 2 years ago. (attending my first service of my life in my whole 33 years alive at the time)
I'm sorry for your pain but I love your testimony. I was at rock bottom, contemplating suicide in my early 20s (a couple decades ago!) because of bad lifestyle choices.
On one of my absolute worst nights back then, I picked my dusty Bible off the shelf and asked, "God, I sincerely ask you to let this Bible open up to whatever you want me to read at this moment." I flipped all of the pages back and forth several times then set the Bible down on the bed and it opened to Psalms 91. I read that chapter, re-read it, re-read it again, then copied it by hand on a small piece of paper to carry in my wallet. I know without doubt, that was God's direct answer to my "911 call."
I will never forget God speaking to me through his Word on that darkest night of my soul. He has blessed me richly since then. And while life isn't always wine and roses...I know He's there beside me, gving me any strength I need to endure. He's proven that thousands of times in my life since then.
Look I've been qt the edge of the cliff down to my earliest memory im just happy I ain't dead cause that means the lord still has a purpose for me to be here
In Jesus name I declare I am NOT the driver i am just a passenger Btw because music is my goto method of expression if I can send u something I'd love to do so
So, SO well said, fren -- and again, I'm glad you're here to share that wonderful testimony. And absolutely -- I love music as well, please share!! :)
try this :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8P2Xwej_xjM&pp=ygUZYXRtb3NwaGVyZW5vdCBhbm90aGVyIGRheQ%3D%3D