Something definitely went wrong with American Christianity about 200 years ago. The Way of Christ was replaced with the rules of Paul. The Bible Belt with the constant Heaven or Hell browbeating just creeps me out. I went through Plain Old Nothing church, Pentecostalism and Evangelicalism before I realized I was most fulfilled in a small group Unstructured Quaker setting. However, Paul's writings were more prevalent than the OT and the fulfillment of Christ. 'Do what you're told' was still the norm. I can't find a denomination that doesn't concentrate on the writings of Paul so I'll settle on thinking of myself as a Messianic Jew. Paul is either truly God-inspired or fan fiction from someone who can't shake his Pharisee past. I don't know any more.