Yes I would be willing to share the word, with you. Just not quite sure how we would do it. But in the meantime it saddens me to hear about the palsy, and if it Grieves me to hear you struggle with palsy, how much more God? Therefore I share these things for you to study, (that you might be healed). Read: Psalms 103 you will find in those verses written the benefits that belong to anyone that belongs to Christ. After finding out from Psalms 103 what belongs to you (in Christ) then go to the example given in Luke 13: 11-16 Notice: what is written there about the woman suffering with the spirit of infirmity 18 years, Jesus said Satan had bound her (not) God, Jesus said she had (a right) to go free (not because she had done good works, not because, she had never sinned) but simply because she was (a daughter of Abraham) (meaning) healing belong to her in the Abrahamic covenant, that means then that healing belongs to us too because,(Galatians 3:29) says,"if you belong to Christ then (you are Abraham's seed )and heirs according to the promise" therefore healing belongs to anyone who belongs to Christ, (in other words) you too have a right to go free. Sin as been paid for on the cross by Christ, and where sin has been paid for sickness has no right to stay. Notice: this lady went 18 years without her healing even though it belonged to her, and was not God's will that she be sick. This can only be for two reasons: One: She didn't know her covenant and What belonged to her(as it is written) "My people perish for a lack of knowledge" or she knew but (didn't believe) it. Unbelief hinders the perfect will of God being done on Earth Notice: Matthew 13:58 ( "And there Jesus could do no mighty works because of their unbelief") Notice: it didn't say Jesus (wouldn't) it said he (couldn't) heal them because of they're unbelief. Which is happening to many Christians today, because of their unbelief or lack of knowledge. They think because they're not healed it must not be God's will. They forget or don't know that everything that belongs to us from God must be received by faith. Study: Numbers chapter 13 and 14, here you will see that God gave the people of Israel the promised Land, so it's clear,it was God's will that they have the land,but they would not believe it, therefore they did not go in and possess it and died in the wilderness (never possessing what belonged to them) (except) for Caleb and Joshua the (only two) who dared believe God and went in and possess the land, God had given them. So you see it is possible for something to be God's Will for our life, and yet it not be done because we won't believe it . If you have given your life to Christ then you belong to Christ and you have a right to be healed, healing belongs to you just like it belonged to that woman with the spirit of infirmity. As you study the Bible it is imperative that you remember and believe (two things) ONE:"God is the same yesterday today and forever"(Hebrews 13:8) that means what God did before he still doing. SECOND: "God is (no respecter) of persons (Romans 2: 11-16) that means whatever God did for somebody else he's willing to do for you(if you are willing to believe as they did). God wanted that woman with the spirit of infirmity to go free from sickness, and he desires you to go free from sickness. 3John:2 says, "Beloved, I desire above all things that thou mayest prosper, be in health, even as your soul prosperous" this is God's perfect will for us, on Earth. Guard yourself, from those who say,"Oh all that has passed away" Remember those that think they can't, don't. "As a man thinketh in his heart so is he" instead line yourself up with the words ofJesus, who said," ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE TO THEM THAT BELIEVE" here are a couple of resources for you, that I recommend, get your hands on anything written by E W Kenyon (can be ordered on Amazon) next go on YouTube, where you can get for free, all the messages preached by Kenneth E Hagin and listen carefully, combine your own study of God's word ,with what God will show you through these men of God. And if you will apply FAITH to what God will show you, as surely as I'm writing you, you shall go free from the palsy. 🙏