I dont even know what to say but... I need them prayers. I need strength I need endurance i need remembering what happy actually is
im in a dead end job and my phone fell in water tonight at that bs job - i cant even afford to replace it with a weeks paycheck thats how shitty this job is. So...
im really kinda at wits end
and thats without ... all of this
all the thinking of how close to the edge of the cliff we are with all the trump/q stuff. Im just at wits end and trying to keep myself a good hamster on the wheel for my own survival but ugh im so close to just saying screw it n giving up. Im tired to watching this movie, im tired of the shit life always throws at me, im just tired. i dont care anymore right now call it a blackpill but i really wiish i could doze off tonight and thats a wrap for my story because..... i dont have it left in me to wait for whatever fireworks we've been promised at the end. i just dont care. pedos are still out there ruining countless kids lives, politics is still corrupt as can be, good people still rot in jail while evil people dont. im just fucking done so i really need a prayer cause I aint tryna leave yet but its tempting
We're not here to be happy. That's for later.
"He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal."
Endure.
"But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.”
excuse the fuck out of you? after reading what I said, hiow im suffering and want to kinda leave this all right now, your counsel is to say WERE NOT HERE TO BE HAPPY
youre lucky i was just venting and had no intention of going anywhere tonight but jeez dude that comment coulda sent the wrong person into a stupid mistake. whats wrong with you?
/u/CasuallyObservant THANK YOU for bringing God into this in the right way because im sure truthy had good intentions but wow he did NOT read the room. you uinderstood what i was trying to say.
Just quoting Jesus my dude
I'm gonna edit this comment because I was overly hostile and just repeat what I said in the other comment to you: time and place man. Your comment could have made someone do something very stupid.... Thank God All Mighty for not letting me be that person. But, I needed to know its gonna be alright in that moment not to hear "youre supposed to suffer"