Thank you. I do appreciate it. I am on the eve of my surgery tomorrow and reading posts and stuff keeps me from thinking about the inevitable tomorrow.

Bravery at times does sound good, I do not think I am brave. I have always loved people and want to help people. When I was young my dream was to search for kidnapped kids-i have experienced being kidnapped too.

That dream never manifested. With what I see in that world now it might be a world with a short life expectancy. I would not bend the knee to evil if I had authority over a child being hurt and many would call that a risk.

Thank you for the- kind words. God is the greatest. I have everything I asked for. Maybe not at the time I wanted it but that goes with it.