Please pray. Please, please pray. For my mental and emotional health. She just very quickly emptied out everything from the closet. My heart is just ... crushed.
Sorry I keep posting about all this stuff on here. I don't know where else to go to get prayer or healing.
Time to man up.
Looks like it's finally real.
Edit: F this. I'm tired of feeling sad about this shit, ya'll. F it. By the way when she did this I didn't even give it an ounce of energy. Which was different. I need to stop putting so much care on all this and let God handle it. Also, I might feel like this cause I just pumped weights for 30 minutes and listened some upbeat rock music. That'll do it.
Edit 2: And F this little u/KrisAngeln who was too afraid to post it publicly and wants to message me saying I'm a nonstarter and a cuck and that he hopes my wife gives my kids a different dad. F you bro for your lack of compassion - cant even post it publicly? I hope you don't go through multiple family suicides like I did. If you did, you'd know what the f*** pain feels like.
Anyway - I agree with a lot of the messages here. Focusing on myself and my kids now. I'm done. This will be my last sob story (I'm not saying I won't ask for prayers, though).
I am so sorry for you my friend. Evidently she does have a man somewhere that she doesn't want you to know about. I feel for you as I am sure many others on here have suffered a broken heart and even I myself did. It is not easy and it hurts. God knows your pain and he will comfort you and help you through it. You are at the right place as you are among friends here and there is always someone on here you can talk to. You could even pick someone out and DM them if you didn't want everyone to know. But as long as you have people who care and will listen to you, that is what matters most. I will continue praying for you, and don't worry, when one door closes, God will open a new one. It will be a much stronger door. Once you open it, there will be more love inside that you will hardly be able to contain it all. God knows the path he has set for you and he will help you through this and lead you to the person he chooses you to be with. Put your trust in him and you will see. God bless you as my heart goes out to you. It will get better, I promise.
I agree with Mary. Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul. You deserve back what you give. Sounds like you deserve better.
Amen.
Agreed. I'm very sorry for your loss, WTU, but it will get better in ways you currently can't imagine.
Amen. Thank you brother.