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wantingtounderstand 1 point ago +1 / -0

And yet the news said he was greeted by "only one fan" lol. And look this is going to sound ridiculous ... but this has to be some kind of com for something. You can't expect a firehouse of 30+ people to eat 16 slices of pizza (maybe the other boxes were in the car still, I dont know lol)

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wantingtounderstand 2 points ago +2 / -0

wow thank you for this, really. "Nothing worth doing ever, ever came easy." so so true.

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wantingtounderstand 2 points ago +2 / -0

Thank you, I appreciate the encouragement. It's been a very hard road the last few years and I have drawn closer to God, for sure, but the battles continue to rage. In fact it feels like as I get closer to Him, the more intense it gets.

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wantingtounderstand 1 point ago +1 / -0

I agree. and I have drawn closer to Him over the last several years. But the attacks keep coming. I am standing firm as scripture tells us. Though I am growing very weary. I have read so many passages about giving him your troubles, resting in him, etc. I have fallen to my knees so many times in prayer. I spend at least 1-2 hours in prayer or sermon per day. It's at this point that I've recently stopped myself and just asked for him to give me the wisdom to understand why he's taking me through these trials and what he's trying to show me. Thank you for the encouragement.

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wantingtounderstand 3 points ago +6 / -3

Sorry guys, I've lost faith in everything and everyone. My life is at the bottom. I don't think anyone is coming to save us.

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wantingtounderstand 2 points ago +2 / -0

maybe it's a revote to see who votes yes to then drain them when trump returns. Wishful thinking.

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wantingtounderstand 3 points ago +3 / -0

Remember, remember, the 5th of November.

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wantingtounderstand 4 points ago +4 / -0

You think that's the same with the news? 17M did this, 170M did that, disney loses 170m, netflix 17 something, all of it. it's like nonstop. Phone notification "17 ways to adjust your diet." Again, why 17 ways? There's gotta be significance to the number.

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wantingtounderstand 3 points ago +3 / -0

Yep, and I've read about that before. But it's hard to say that's what it is if I do five phone calls and all five there's a relation to it in some way. I mean come on who would tell me " I spend $17K on xyz" - ...why not 15. 20. 16. Round it up. Why. It's more than confirmation bias, I feel. gematrix also translates it into a famous three letter agency. maybe people are being tagged lol