Please pray. Please, please pray. For my mental and emotional health. She just very quickly emptied out everything from the closet. My heart is just ... crushed.
Sorry I keep posting about all this stuff on here. I don't know where else to go to get prayer or healing.
Time to man up.
Looks like it's finally real.
Edit: F this. I'm tired of feeling sad about this shit, ya'll. F it. By the way when she did this I didn't even give it an ounce of energy. Which was different. I need to stop putting so much care on all this and let God handle it. Also, I might feel like this cause I just pumped weights for 30 minutes and listened some upbeat rock music. That'll do it.
Edit 2: And F this little u/KrisAngeln who was too afraid to post it publicly and wants to message me saying I'm a nonstarter and a cuck and that he hopes my wife gives my kids a different dad. F you bro for your lack of compassion - cant even post it publicly? I hope you don't go through multiple family suicides like I did. If you did, you'd know what the f*** pain feels like.
Anyway - I agree with a lot of the messages here. Focusing on myself and my kids now. I'm done. This will be my last sob story (I'm not saying I won't ask for prayers, though).
I'll be praying for you, son. And don't let anyone make you feel awkward or embarrassed for reaching out. Everyone will need that at some point in their lives. Pain is part of this human experience. I'm sorry about your wife. We can't control others. But we can control how we respond to them. And different responses can change outcomes. Your kids will need you more than ever right now. Do you have a church or support group nearby you can call on? I'm a big believer in support groups, like grief recovery groups, etc. It's very helpful when you can share these things with those who have already experienced them. And a lot of times they have great advice. It helps to not feel so alone. And it can even be helpful for your kids. Getting them involved in a youth group can help, too.