I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
You set a priority and do it - right now. Pick a task, break down the steps, commit to step 1, and implement within 24h. Then complete step 2 within 24h.... etc.
Take your mind off it by going back to the 40k view.
Reminds me of what Dr. Jordan Peterson said regarding the motivation to keep one's space and area clean. It was something along the lines of can you make your bedroom cleaner today than it was yesterday. I often think of this advice when I've got a long list of things to do. Even if I don't get all of it done, getting one thing done can often lead to a rolling momentum where it gets easier to keep ones self moving.
Its the same thing with getting exercise. Half the battle is to just get moving. Once in motion, I find it far easier to stay in motion.
Agreed. Focus on one task at a time and ask for help if you need it.
We'll be praying for you MuckeyDuck! 🙏🤍