I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
Yep, feeling demotivated even when it comes to a simple task that should take 5 minutes. I've never been a procrastinator so this is totally new for me.
Are you having trouble turning the computer off, and going to sleep at a decent time?
I have suspected that I might be driven to keep bouncing from one information source to another because in my mind I have a false hope that I might see a headline "deep state totally defeated. World piece ensues.Quality of life returns to the 80's"
Well, okay '80s if you insist, but I'm not doing that hair again. (50s were better in many things)
Don't remember too much of 50's. 60's, 70's was a lot of carefree fun 80's I was cooking.