I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
It's a tough time right now. The world has gone freaking nuts. Everything normal has melted in the last 10 years with our country's slow implosion. It still feels like nothing is happening. That's enough to make anyone lethargic.
I hear you, but is the time we need to be most attentive to necessities.