I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
Just putting this out there... Your post details how I've felt for many months, I was toying with the idea that it was being caused somehow by being connected to 5g on my cell phone, idk how, but it just feels weird and unnatural and unhealthy. I have recently began the keto diet and hopefully I'll be able to shake this and also drop some meds. The VA has had me on a mental roller-coaster of different concoctions over the last 20 years, and I have tried getting off of it all but the alternatives are worse than the poison. Good luck. I hope you find peace.
I think your intuition is right. I think whatever is causing this inertia is environmental. I'm living in a newly build house and the ringing in my ears is constant and follows me when i leave for town. If it weren't for Andrea Botochelle's (sorry about incorrect name spelling) cd's playing all the time I would be overwhelmed.