I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
I have anxiety/depression, epilepsy, gout, a hydrocele developing in my scrotum, had 2 exploding hemorrhoids this year, 40yo virgin with no wife/kids, and I could go on. There is nothing that can replace the healing that comes from the Holy Spirit in the love for Jesus Christ, Son of God. God can and will resolve your issues if you turn to Him and have faith in Him.