I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
And the Lord said, If ye had faith, as much as is a grain of mustard seed, and should say unto this mulberry tree, Pluck thyself up by the roots, and plant thyself in the sea, it should even obey you. Luke 17:21
Neither shall men say, Lo here, or lo there: for behold, the kingdom of God is within you. -- Luke 17: 6
(The chapter is just a COINCIDENCE)
When I was a kid, I thought that verse said: If you believe in mustard seeds ...... and I would close my eyes and say, "I believe in mustard seeds".
If you had ever seen a field of mustard , that had to be removed by hand , you would forever believe in the power of mustard seeds. After you cut the mustard.