I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
Alright! I'm pretty good at that, too.
I used to exercise and stay in good shape. Looking back, I think a lot of my motivation, I'm sorry to say, came from cheap vanity. When exercise became just a way to maintain health, I lost interest in it to some degree.
Keep your chin up, and don't let the bastards catch you flat footed, is the way I figure it.