If what "they" said were to be believed I should be dead about 17 times in my 64 years since conception. If the next realm wanted me it had ample chances in my drinking years. Chemicals for a short stint in the middle of life. If I had to do it all over again... I'd still smoke weed and would have argued with MY parents that they would be better served to partake with me rather than drinking into their 50's and Mom becoming a "guinea pig" for pain management for arthritis. That lead into other issues with her body as each system began failing due to the poisons "they" push. Mom had a really great green thumb and I suspect if allowed to do so she would have produced a "high" quality product that would have let her live her life without killing off her body.