I don't know man, I read the green text and even went to locate the thread so I could read more https://boards.4chan.org/pol/thread/475363139

It makes it sound like ADHDers are like mutants in X men but at the same time I also feel retarded because I can't really "Summon" my hyperfocus. I know I have it in me but it just seems to strike whenever it feels like coming.

I've been jobless for months and burning through my savings. Because this is literally the 5th time I've been "laid off" in <10 years, I've been procrastinating applying for jobs and trying to git good at day trading because I really don't want another fucking office job again. Blue collar labor is looked down upon, poorly appreciated and mostly poorly paid where I live (they import cheap immigrants to do all the dirty work).

If there's a way to activate hyperfocus, I'd be interested in learning. I find an appeal in daytrading but haven't been able to focus on learning and getting good (60% win rate but my losses are bigger than my wins). Sadly I've reluctantly started to apply for more jobs because I don't think waiting more, it's already been months, for hyperfocus to kick in by itself is practical.