I don't know what to do anymore. I have been unemployed for six months. I have applied for hundreds of jobs and I start a part time minimum wage job soon. So I cashed out my 401k to get a car to get to said job, but that broke down 3 days later.
My family thinks I am lazy so they don't want to give me rides anymore. I tried to walk to get groceries but that's exhausting, I have four young kids we need a lot of stuff.
I built my dream home on the family farm so I have almost no bills. But I don't know what to do. I just feel hopeless. If I move to a job I would have to pay thousands more a month for rent but I am broke. My husband is deeply depressed so he definitely can't help with anything. My family wants me to kick him out and marry a rich guy but that seems like a terribly immortal thing to do.
I've always believed that when God closes a door he opens a window but I can't find a way out of this.
Where there is a will, there is a way, you can do many things if you have the drive and ambition. Do not give up, you will find a way to get to work. You can pay a co-worker to get you to work and then save up for your own car. Lots of places are having trouble finding good employees, people got lazy after Covid and don’t want to work so there are openings. Trust in the Lord and remember that it is darkest before the dawn. Good things will come your way, believe it!