Here's what I don't get:
Grew up with three siblings. They all and Mom are hopeless libtards. Dad was in the navy and voted republican in the 80s but mostly held normie beliefs.
Enter me. Middle child. Been 'awake' since I could walk. Black sheep of the fam bc I tell/ expect the truth and don't subscribe to their overall genie-in-a-bottle expectations from life.
Every day I sit wondering how I got like THIS when I came from THAT. And, how did nobody else end up like ThIS?
Getting indoctrinated into normie life takes time, you have to be willing to learn the world for how it's spoon feed to you. If you are in sync with your intuition you either have to dull that to go along with it or you start to reject it.
The whole point of this great awakening is that everyone realizes the matrix is fake at some point, some earlier than others.
For me, I was, as it turns out in retrospect, pretty intuitive but I turned that off and stopped listening to it when I was young. I was raised in a republican normie household but was taught a skewed version of reality that was very idealistic. All the Obama years made my realize that actual "reality" I was taught was garbage. I started seeing through all the BS like domino's from that point forward.
My intuition was there the whole time but it was turned off. Sounds like yours was too strong to be ignored. And being that way, free thinking, can certainly make you an outcast in a hurry if you don't know when to temper it.
Here's what I don't get: Grew up with three siblings. They all and Mom are hopeless libtards. Dad was in the navy and voted republican in the 80s but mostly held normie beliefs. Enter me. Middle child. Been 'awake' since I could walk. Black sheep of the fam bc I tell/ expect the truth and don't subscribe to their overall genie-in-a-bottle expectations from life. Every day I sit wondering how I got like THIS when I came from THAT. And, how did nobody else end up like ThIS?
Getting indoctrinated into normie life takes time, you have to be willing to learn the world for how it's spoon feed to you. If you are in sync with your intuition you either have to dull that to go along with it or you start to reject it.
The whole point of this great awakening is that everyone realizes the matrix is fake at some point, some earlier than others.
For me, I was, as it turns out in retrospect, pretty intuitive but I turned that off and stopped listening to it when I was young. I was raised in a republican normie household but was taught a skewed version of reality that was very idealistic. All the Obama years made my realize that actual "reality" I was taught was garbage. I started seeing through all the BS like domino's from that point forward.
My intuition was there the whole time but it was turned off. Sounds like yours was too strong to be ignored. And being that way, free thinking, can certainly make you an outcast in a hurry if you don't know when to temper it.