I really seriously wonder WTH was wrong with me when I was young. Something, that's for sure. Since I tested with a high IQ it isn't retardation... but you'd think it was, if you knew the awkward things I had done! Oh Lord. I am still embarrassed, in my tarnished golden years. Maybe I had oxygen deprivation during birth or something. But what I suspect most of all is Asberger's. And it has shown up in my extended family.