That is EXACTLY it. THE GRIEF WE GO THROUGH. It's overwhelming. The world is pretty much "ruined". Which ironically places us exactly where we need to be for Jesus Christ to change our heart. God began to awaken me around 2012. It took many years for the planted seed to grow. I was saved by Christ in January 2018, months before I discovered the Q boards (via a Christian friend). Then I really awakened, in a monumental way. But I would say the final kick was definitely what transpired in 2020. There is no going back from that. The difficulty of communicating with the stubborn blind people who surround us is heartbreaking. Wide awake and in the pain of that, I walk forward on Christ's path, which is the only way.
That is EXACTLY it. THE GRIEF WE GO THROUGH. It's overwhelming. The world is pretty much "ruined". Which ironically places us exactly where we need to be for Jesus Christ to change our heart. God began to awaken me around 2012. It took many years for the planted seed to grow. I was saved by Christ in January 2018, months before I discovered the Q boards (via a Christian friend). Then I really awakened, in a monumental way. But I would say the final kick was definitely what transpired in 2020. There is no going back from that. The difficulty of communicating with the stubborn blind people who surround us is heartbreaking. Wide awake and in the pain of that, I walk forward on Christ's path, which is the only way.