I know... but some of us (can only speak for myself) have a hard time staying in a calm, peaceful state for very long.... because we're just assholes in certain aspects - (part of the ego that just won't quit?) and that assininity (even a word, dumbass?) is woven into our character's fabric...(Hypercritical survival mechanism?) and seems to be terribly challenging to remove or eliminate.

This must be incredibly confusing for non-humans to understand - the ability to observe and experience bliss and sitting in the silent center if your soul one minute, and then pointing out the faggitry you see in the world the next.