I know that many of you GA patriots feel the same that I do. My hope is that we do see some of the many things that we have discussed on this forum to come true. Please know, that I understand that we have already seen so much come to light.
None the less, it is my hope that we do eventually see a day where those people who have wronged us, as Americans, are brought to justice. The we do get to see the day that the American Public is enlightened to the fact that Hillary Clinton was/is a monster and has/had been held accountable for her actions. That we have Military Tribunals to grant justice where justice is served. That our broken Fiat Monetary system is brought to it's knees and replaced with something better. Something that is backed by gold or some other commodity that makes sense and it allows the Amercian working class to get ahead for the work that we do, rather than it going to the elite that don't deserve it. Hope that Big Pharma is drained of it's power and simple remedys fix what ailes us and that our food system does not continue to poison the people we love. It is my hope that all of those deciphers that we did as a group on the Q posts, stand for something and do truly have the meaning (even if they are not the meanings that we deciphered along the way). It is my hope that many of us can stop standing quiet in the corner, listening to idiots around us blather on about political jargon that they know nothing about, Or carry on about how great Hollywood is to our society, or call us crazy to think that people are truly harming the children of our society for their pleasure or longevity.
Right now, I feel slightly defeated. I am not sure if my marraige will survive through this election cycle. My wife thinks that I am "crazy and wastes all of my time on useless political stuff that has no meaning". All the while as she spins her way through each and every Instagram video that comes her way. She chastises me any time I bring up items that I have learned to her and moreso to other people. Belittles me.
None the less, I have hope. Hope for a better America. Hope that we as a society can do better and be better and that we lift each other up along the way. If there truly will be 10 days of darkness followed by EBS that lays all this out, just know that I will be sitting quietly in the corner smiling from ear to ear as the people around me finally find out the truth that seems so glorified to us here on the GA.
If you have read all of this, thank you for your time. I hope it was not wasted and that you too, bask in Hope.
TLDR, I appreciate everyone on this board and all that you bring to "the table". Thanks for your time, energy and effort. May we see it all come to fruitiion.
~InIdaho.
"Right now, I feel slightly defeated. I am not sure if my marriage will survive through this election cycle. My wife thinks that I am "crazy and wastes all of my time on useless political stuff that has no meaning". All the while as she spins her way through each and every Instagram video that comes her way. She chastises me any time I bring up items that I have learned to her and more so to other people. Belittles me."
How I hear you, fren. Been there with a spouse who used our differing political beliefs when DJT was first elected to justify some seriously dumb behavior. Still there with vaxxed and boosted family members who keep clinging to their liberal fantasies because if they don't, it means they've been wrong all this time, and to admit that would be just too much. Jesus loves them, and oh, I'm trying.
But God. When I was at my most desperate He showed up and showed me how to do something different. He helped me to stop trying to do it all on my own (it was obvious that wasn't working) and focus on His way of doing things.
I finally learned to stop reacting to others and to focus on Him first. It took some hard experience, but I finally forgave the dumb behavior and other people's real or perceived trespasses and I stopped getting frustrated with them so He could forgive me and give me grace. Forgiveness, giving and receiving it, is the way. (BTW, if He gives you two a chance to experience a marriage relationship that centers on Him, take it. My husband and I never loved each other more than when I turned back to God and then he did, in what were the final years of his life.)
That said, life is still not a bed of dewy roses, and that's because we have a very real spiritual enemy that comes to steal, kill and destroy all the Go(o)d in our earthly lives, especially when we make an effort to draw closer to Him. It's also because this world is broken - always has been, we just hear about it 24-7 these days thanks to the internet = and because this war we virtually support each other through is inherently lonely: trust has been broken, relationships have been broken, lives have been broken. Maybe I personally feel that way because I'm still grieving.
But having a relationship with God doesn't change this broken world. It changes YOU, and then He uses you to change this broken world for the better, little by little. He will forgive, heal, and restore you. He will never leave or forsake you - His is a blood covenant that cannot be broken. And as He reveals the depth of His love for you, which is nothing like any love you have known on this earth, He will use your relationship with Him to change your marriage, to help your wife see anew, to open the eyes and hearts of those around you to Him. He will always put you in the right place at the right time, but only when He knows you are ready. Right now His focus is you, and I know that because you are exactly where I was in December 2016, in a closet steaming a pair of work pants and wondering what I had done to upset the universe. I had to be at the end of myself before He could do anything, but in retrospect I am so glad I got there and wish it hadn't taken as long as it had.
Maybe this isn't what you expected and I didn't expect to write a confessional, but here we are. TLDR: You need the kind of encouragement others can only give in small measure and the greater hope called faith to sustain you. Everything you're looking for can be found at the end of yourself, where He is. All you have to do now is open the door to Him. God bless you, fren.
“Look! I stand at the door and knock. If you hear my voice and open the door, I will come in, and we will share a meal together as friends." - Rev. 3:20, NLT
Wowee. I am glad I read this TLDR.
God bless US all.
Thank you. Your words mean more to me than you know.
Sorry for your loss.... :-(