i agree. it was hard before i knew so much evil existed, it's even harder now knowing some of the horrible evil they do. I'm so very thankful to this board because without this board and all you good people, i would feel like i'm losing my mind.

that's why i feel fake if i try and pray for them now, because i truly believe God knows the heart and i feel like He knows it's not truly what i'm feeling in my heart because i'm very angry and disgusted that a human could do these deranged things. i want justice and no more children hurt.