I’m having such mixed feelings. Of course I’m happy that Trump won. And I suppose the argument is that well states actually did their part in upholding election laws so that is the difference now. But based off of the lengths they went through before to blatantly lie and steal the election in front of everyone’s faces without what seemed an ounce of remorse, it just seems off in some way that things went so smoothly. Which is also why I’m not getting overly excited until January 20th once he is inaugurated.
This brings me to another feeling. In a way, I almost wanted them to steal it again. Especially now that so many people are awake now. I suppose I think it’s because in hopes of a lot of people being held accountable and arrested this time. Which I would think would be a lot of the same people who were also responsible in 2020 for doing the same thing. And that to me it makes me feel a little anger that it seems 2020 will never be vindicated. And that although we know that it was stolen in multiple different ways, that the general public will still believe Biden won fair and square and that there really was an insurrection on the capitol on J6. Am I wrong and selfish for that?
And thinking how if there is an economic collapse, with the same thinking as I know that we know but that the general public doesn’t, that how bad that will look if it happens when trumps in. I know by now though that it just may be the plan that I think is set to happen, but may not actually be the plan. I do still wonder that though. While at the same time reserving in my mind that there’s still a whole lot of time between now and January 20th. So I for myself, will not be so relieved until he is in there for sure.
I’m just venting on how differently I felt last night than I thought I would. Almost made me feel guilty at times and asking why am I not happier 😂.
This is why I love it here, to have somewhere to think and not feel crazy. So for today I am happy, but I do think that there is more coming on the way between now and January 20th.
Peace and love frens
I just figured you were homesick. kek
While I’d love to continue the back and forth jabs, and would enjoy it more if it were in person, it’s not really what I’m on here for and seems counterproductive. I used to wear tall white tees because I thought it was cool, there’s not much you can poke fun at me for that would affect me in the way you desire.
I’m humble enough to admit that I do not know the plan. Especially after many years of date fagging myself. And after this has happened you did make me realize that I maybe should have thought about my wording more before posting this and instead of describing the way I feel, maybe I should have put it in terms of what do any of you think is coming next? You know so that my feelings don’t get hurt. But since you obviously follow the posts like me, then doesn’t Q state that we will be the ones to explain things to people not in the know? And should be there to help and comfort them? Something of the sort. Because if there are newbies who jump on here, I’m sure they will have some of the questions and feelings that I’m sure many of us have gone through at some point when questioning the reasoning of things that have happened or that will happen. So for myself, I will try and be mindful of not belittling them and say they are dooming or shilling immediately. In hopes of gaining more followers to join our side of what we think is the truth. Otherwise they may get annoyed of being attacked, and go over to Reddit to do the same old hurt people hurt people thing over there on that site 👀. And that wouldn’t be helping anything other than my ego…..
It's all good fren. You are not the only one here that questions what is going on. I do the same from time to time when I get down on how slow things seem to be progressing.