I’m having such mixed feelings. Of course I’m happy that Trump won. And I suppose the argument is that well states actually did their part in upholding election laws so that is the difference now. But based off of the lengths they went through before to blatantly lie and steal the election in front of everyone’s faces without what seemed an ounce of remorse, it just seems off in some way that things went so smoothly. Which is also why I’m not getting overly excited until January 20th once he is inaugurated.
This brings me to another feeling. In a way, I almost wanted them to steal it again. Especially now that so many people are awake now. I suppose I think it’s because in hopes of a lot of people being held accountable and arrested this time. Which I would think would be a lot of the same people who were also responsible in 2020 for doing the same thing. And that to me it makes me feel a little anger that it seems 2020 will never be vindicated. And that although we know that it was stolen in multiple different ways, that the general public will still believe Biden won fair and square and that there really was an insurrection on the capitol on J6. Am I wrong and selfish for that?
And thinking how if there is an economic collapse, with the same thinking as I know that we know but that the general public doesn’t, that how bad that will look if it happens when trumps in. I know by now though that it just may be the plan that I think is set to happen, but may not actually be the plan. I do still wonder that though. While at the same time reserving in my mind that there’s still a whole lot of time between now and January 20th. So I for myself, will not be so relieved until he is in there for sure.
I’m just venting on how differently I felt last night than I thought I would. Almost made me feel guilty at times and asking why am I not happier 😂.
This is why I love it here, to have somewhere to think and not feel crazy. So for today I am happy, but I do think that there is more coming on the way between now and January 20th.
Peace and love frens
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Search My Fellow Americans which is QDrop 34. It’s going to get bumpy. Very bumpy. The best you can do for yourself and loved ones is prepare. Stock up NOW on tinned food and rice, pasta, powdered milk, beans etc and water. Fill any prescriptions now. Make sure you have fuel (including an alternative heat source to cook your food (gas camp stove with gas cylinders ) and store say wood inside not in the yard. Make sure if you have young children to have plenty of what they need. Especially diapers. Visit the thrift shops and buy board games, books etc as schools will be closed. Make sure your pets are well catered for as well. If you have any elderly or infirmed loved ones, move them in with you. This will alleviate worry at both ends. Make sure any meds etc are filled for them too and be prepared to take their pets as well. It’s only temporary. That goes for any elderly neighbour on their own to help them prepare. Keep gas topped up. The reason is if you have riots in your area, to stay at home to avoid visiting the stores. Keep plenty of cash in case the tellers or the gas pumps go down. While you might want to be neighbourly, unless your neighbours are on the same page, it’s best to keep your extra food etc very quiet for your own safety. Desperation will bring out the worst in people even with that neighbour you thought you knew. Go to any prepper sites to get ideas. American Preppers is one. They have been preparing for this for decades and will give you tips. What you are experiencing is your conscience warning you. You must act on that anxiety which will turn your mind away from feeling helpless to being prepared and useful. It’s no use putting this off and if it stretches the budget, swallow your pride and sell something you have no use of. Forget about eBay etc. you need money immediately. That jewellery etc. you have sitting in a draw you don’t wear, could feed your family for a few weeks or more. Do not rely on the government. They will have their hands full. While this won’t last too long - it might not even happen in your area - store that food out of sight from visitors and even teenagers or younger children that might tell a friend etc. Oh and make sure you have batteries. While candles are good, camp lights are safer. Be prepared if the toilet system goes down. An alternative portable camp toilet with chemicals can alleviate sickness. Buy plenty of garbage bags. And toilet paper. Water might become scarce so buy a good supply of disposable paper plates, cups and flatware. etc. The whole world sighed last night with relief. The evil will fight and seek to destroy. They have had their plans turned upside down and they will lash out. The dystopian future they had planned has been broken and they are mad. If you have family or friends that fall into this category just ignore them, but be pleasant. Sometimes lying to keep your family safe is wise. Don’t be a hero. Don’t go rubber necking at some rioting near you. Your family needs you alive, not dead. Imagine you being wounded or worse and your young family left at home without knowing where you are etc. Stay safe fren - God Bless.