Yes, fucking painful. My wife is awesome in almost every way, but is fast asleep. My biggest lament is that I haven't been able to share any of this Q stuff with her and talk with her about what is going on in the world. She has a very fast mind and amazes me all the time with her thoughts, but on this subject she is totally asleep.

I'm still looking for work in a shitty market these last two years because of the state of the country. (like many others) It is particularly bad in the IT sector and perhaps other areas.