I retired out of the Postal Service. Talk about a hard life due to having to contend with Unions. Ugh. I just sucked it up and told myself every single day, "Life sucks, you are on the bottom rung of a tall ladder and you will never EVER reach the top." As long as your mindset is set so low you should never have any problems. If you tell yourself that life is full of roses and pretty sunsets you are asking for problems. Find happiness in the little things in life, a loving family, the ability to tackle small tasks and finish them, having more brain power than the majority of SJWs combined. Fren, you are smart enough to ask for assistance, but only YOU can find that happiness you so yearn for. Look for it, it is out there. Once you grab it, then understand how it made you happy. If you think finding another job will be the golden ticket, then do it. Cut out whatever is making your life miserable.....but remember there will always be bad days in your life. Don't dwell on one day for weeks or months. Let it go. Remember, life sucks, but it's how you deal with the disappointments that sets you apart from the mindless croweds. Good luck, fren!