Nice. I used to believe people were more capable than what they really are.

When all this went was going on. Hmm.. let me think. In 2019 I got a flu shot for the first time since I left the military. So a long time. I only got it because my wife said to.. I was asleep so to speak.

I also had a sales lady coming from HI and she traveled thru San Francisco and when she returned from San Francisco the same day we had a telecom cut for a hotel. She gave me a hug.

I never been so sick before. 2 weeks straight. Lungs on fire and had to sleep sitting up in a chair. Wheezing with a pulse oximeter reading -go to hospital- wife was saying that too.

I said nope. I breathed in the nose and out the mouse and would get my oxygen up until I fell asleep. Then repeat. Did that for days…..

When recovered is the very beginning of lock downs. I knew something was up and I was not going to take any vaccine that was for sure. So call it naturally knowing.

This is when i was called a conspiracy theorist for the first time and started getting kicked off of Facebook.

How many others went through similar as me? I believe lots and lots.

This is when I dusted off my faith in God and prayed. See I used to study the Bible for a hobby and did not watch TV, music, news, and such for a stretch like 5-6 years straight. I worked but after work I would go home and study. So work and study was my whole life these 5-6 years when I was single. I owned no tv, phone, radio. Maybe like a fasting from society.

I knew. I suspect others knew. Trump is not singular. Trump is not a god either. He is a man.

Simple but complicated at the same time. I still do not think we are in the end times but a manufactured by man end times. Yet God will possibly destroy USA if man gets us turned enough.

So I understand you and you may think I am blabbering and confusing. lol. In the levels of war and confusion we will always have casualties. It is sad and it is bad because we are in this situation from those who proclaim they are the good.