For the past few years the feeling just hasn't been there for me... as I haven't viewed the immediate future as likely being the source of much joy.... And I know I don't post on here often, other than the occasional video I've created but... believe it or not, I am on here everyday, scanning every post for info I find relevant... and saying that... "I would just like to tell all of you that I feel so fortunate to have found you all. You've kept my spirits up when they've dipped low and you've been a constant reminder to me that "there are others who feel like I do," Who feel that a brighter future is and should be possible. So, with that, "Merry Christmas all! And may God Bless you and your loved ones throughout the coming year!"