I am literally furious. Not scared not pushed into silence not cowed. ANGRY. I will be taking a break mainly because I am likely to say and do things out of rage that is not in alignment with my interpretation of following Christ. I have no idea what this person is hoping to accomplish but whatever it is my giving it to God is the best thing I can do. Whoever you are know that you didn’t hurt me. I learned LONG ago that humanity can be disgustingly in their pointless cruelty. Where you messed up is assuming that I don’t know that God is Good beyond what humans reflect sometimes. Thankfully he also created beautiful people with love and kindness that Do reflect him. I genuinely feel sorry for you that you don’t understand what it is to have kindness or empathy.
Your mistake is assuming the opinion of a human who clearly has No Idea who God is would matter one iota to me. Threatening me with My Lord is stepping onto his ground. Good Luck with that
This why your intentionally hurtful comment can’t hurt me beyond how much peace I let you steal. I will give you and this to him and I don’t have to deal with it or you. God will. Your threat is meaningless. God won’t kill my son. because he isn’t mine anymore. I gave my child and his future to the Lord on the day I was told he might not wake up or if he did he might not wake up the same. I gave birth to him but he was never MINE he always belonged to God. I just get to protect him and enjoy him as his mother. My husband also feels exactly the same and gets the joy of being his Dad but he isn’t our property he is our child but he was created by God. God has been here for us through pediatric cancer multiple life threatening events and diagnosis. If he wanted to take him out he only needed to not intervene. Trust and believe he is the ONLY reason my son is alive. I know it , my husband knows it, my son knows it and anyone who has witnessed these events know it. I feel so sorry that you have not had the beautiful experience of complete surrender to My Lord. It brings strength and peace and the knowledge that no matter what God does it will be good ultimately. God won’t kill my son to punish me. He may call him home and I will be heartbroken but I will know he is in the loving embrace of my Heavenly Father. The ultimate punishment for a believer isn’t death.
God went to a lot of trouble to save his life on more than one occasion. The why is God’s alone to understand but my guess is God has a purpose for him just as he has for everyone of us. Our lives aren’t measured by us but by our purpose. My son’s life was determined before he was ever born. It seems to me in fact that our battle is against man and the enemy ( who you likely know well ) trying to kill him while God intervenes. We have seen true miracles. Miracles I know I don’t deserve but that’s Grace for ya. Grace means the Lord is better than we can ever deserve. If you only knew. God has given us a word and we are walking it out. You sir don’t have the power ability or right to go against that word. That word was a gift that has helped me stay on the path my Lord set my feet on. I may still have a long road before I get to who God is reminding me to be but trust and believe he has ways of correcting my course that you can’t possibly understand. When I go to the Lord in prayer later I will ask him what he wants me to learn from this interaction. I know he will use this and your hurtful ways for good although I don’t yet know how. I will also fully submit my hurt and anger to him. I will be able to walk away from that talk with God lighter and with my peace restored. I can’t say God Bless you because I am not there yet. I will say May God show you who he is. And mean it. That can be blessing if you have the courage to embrace it
Satan knows the end of his time draws near and is lashing out, fear not, Jesus Loves you! May the peace of God, which surprised all understanding, guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus 🙏
Be carefull, others cannot understand the truth of what can happen when they give it all to God. I knew I was in great hands when I got on the scales and it read 0. I laughed with the weight of grief for my whole family and most of my pets. I got banned for good reason for going further than you have, maybe. I had a major panic attack when I could not get it through to anyone that I was worried my house would burn down. I had a guy threaten to kill my neice(daughter) and me, because he didn't like that the money I gave him to take his kids up to play in the snow, he pocketed. I had a real bad problem of dehydration also so I was having some pretty big hallucinations. I am still working on what was real and what wasn't, I keep running into what I thought were hallucinations, were real.
My fake pervert stepfather was in the CIA and it was the same FBI agents that took me to court every day of court from junior high. They were great and made it a little fun.
While I was in that state I found out from my Neice, my Angels name. He is way over a thousand years old and he has a great sense of humor. I don't see him or hear him myself. I was outside about a year ago when I realized that I no longer bruise. I told my friend and he thought it was great. I woke up the next day with a small obvious bruise on my knee, I ran out and showed him and we both laughed. It was completely gone the next day. To me it seems the planes of existence are getting closer. My family was sent back to me to help me through. I thought it was just a quick vision I had of them coming out from the light and dancing towards me. We all liked folk dance. They then wrapped themselves around me and just hugged, then they stood back and vanished. A pastor I like to talk to was really excited about it, my description was very detailed, he believed it was a vision. It turns out they did not leave right away but hung around, leaving one by one. They flashed the light on my phone when they left one by one, first my sister then my misogynistic brother left but not before he left phallic symbols in water stains all over my bedroom ceiling, peoples mouths open when they see it.
Be careful of the blue blob as I call it, it seemed to be trying to help me go nuts, its the AI corrector. If you click on a blue underline and accept what it suggests, it can change what you said in the entire post. I am not the first to notice this.
I know I jumped all around but I saw in your writing myself before I hit 0.
And this was the last post before bedtime and never expected to write so much and I am stoned.
May God Bless you Always
You are in my prayers fren. I am so very sorry for the pain and grief you have endured. You are very strong to still be able to reach through your own struggles to offer help to someone else despite the battles you yourself are facing. Thank you for your kindness and courage. Don’t give up.You must be a beautiful soul indeed for the enemy to attack you so fervently. The Lord put it on my heart to remind you that he restored and multiplied all the enemy took from Job. What the enemy takes he cannot keep. Your kindness was a weapon against the enemy and you are so strong. God Bless you fren
Thank you for your wonderful words of wisdom. The Lord is indeed our comfort our blessing and our strength. In the words of Psalm 91 he is my fortress. His presence reminds me of what is truly important and that HE has a plan and since I know he is good I know his plans are good. His goodness gives me the ability to pray for those who lash out and cause pain because I am reminded that that person is also a child of God and loved enough that grace and salvation is their birthright as well if they choose it. Thank for the reminder I listened to your advice and it gave me great peace to pray for them. May God Bless you my fren
I am literally furious. Not scared not pushed into silence not cowed. ANGRY. I will be taking a break mainly because I am likely to say and do things out of rage that is not in alignment with my interpretation of following Christ. I have no idea what this person is hoping to accomplish but whatever it is my giving it to God is the best thing I can do. Whoever you are know that you didn’t hurt me. I learned LONG ago that humanity can be disgustingly in their pointless cruelty. Where you messed up is assuming that I don’t know that God is Good beyond what humans reflect sometimes. Thankfully he also created beautiful people with love and kindness that Do reflect him. I genuinely feel sorry for you that you don’t understand what it is to have kindness or empathy. Your mistake is assuming the opinion of a human who clearly has No Idea who God is would matter one iota to me. Threatening me with My Lord is stepping onto his ground. Good Luck with that This why your intentionally hurtful comment can’t hurt me beyond how much peace I let you steal. I will give you and this to him and I don’t have to deal with it or you. God will. Your threat is meaningless. God won’t kill my son. because he isn’t mine anymore. I gave my child and his future to the Lord on the day I was told he might not wake up or if he did he might not wake up the same. I gave birth to him but he was never MINE he always belonged to God. I just get to protect him and enjoy him as his mother. My husband also feels exactly the same and gets the joy of being his Dad but he isn’t our property he is our child but he was created by God. God has been here for us through pediatric cancer multiple life threatening events and diagnosis. If he wanted to take him out he only needed to not intervene. Trust and believe he is the ONLY reason my son is alive. I know it , my husband knows it, my son knows it and anyone who has witnessed these events know it. I feel so sorry that you have not had the beautiful experience of complete surrender to My Lord. It brings strength and peace and the knowledge that no matter what God does it will be good ultimately. God won’t kill my son to punish me. He may call him home and I will be heartbroken but I will know he is in the loving embrace of my Heavenly Father. The ultimate punishment for a believer isn’t death. God went to a lot of trouble to save his life on more than one occasion. The why is God’s alone to understand but my guess is God has a purpose for him just as he has for everyone of us. Our lives aren’t measured by us but by our purpose. My son’s life was determined before he was ever born. It seems to me in fact that our battle is against man and the enemy ( who you likely know well ) trying to kill him while God intervenes. We have seen true miracles. Miracles I know I don’t deserve but that’s Grace for ya. Grace means the Lord is better than we can ever deserve. If you only knew. God has given us a word and we are walking it out. You sir don’t have the power ability or right to go against that word. That word was a gift that has helped me stay on the path my Lord set my feet on. I may still have a long road before I get to who God is reminding me to be but trust and believe he has ways of correcting my course that you can’t possibly understand. When I go to the Lord in prayer later I will ask him what he wants me to learn from this interaction. I know he will use this and your hurtful ways for good although I don’t yet know how. I will also fully submit my hurt and anger to him. I will be able to walk away from that talk with God lighter and with my peace restored. I can’t say God Bless you because I am not there yet. I will say May God show you who he is. And mean it. That can be blessing if you have the courage to embrace it
Satan knows the end of his time draws near and is lashing out, fear not, Jesus Loves you! May the peace of God, which surprised all understanding, guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus 🙏
Thank you so much for the prayer. He answered. I had to get some time with the Lord and his peace.
You are so very welcome 🙏 Amen!!
Be carefull, others cannot understand the truth of what can happen when they give it all to God. I knew I was in great hands when I got on the scales and it read 0. I laughed with the weight of grief for my whole family and most of my pets. I got banned for good reason for going further than you have, maybe. I had a major panic attack when I could not get it through to anyone that I was worried my house would burn down. I had a guy threaten to kill my neice(daughter) and me, because he didn't like that the money I gave him to take his kids up to play in the snow, he pocketed. I had a real bad problem of dehydration also so I was having some pretty big hallucinations. I am still working on what was real and what wasn't, I keep running into what I thought were hallucinations, were real.
My fake pervert stepfather was in the CIA and it was the same FBI agents that took me to court every day of court from junior high. They were great and made it a little fun. While I was in that state I found out from my Neice, my Angels name. He is way over a thousand years old and he has a great sense of humor. I don't see him or hear him myself. I was outside about a year ago when I realized that I no longer bruise. I told my friend and he thought it was great. I woke up the next day with a small obvious bruise on my knee, I ran out and showed him and we both laughed. It was completely gone the next day. To me it seems the planes of existence are getting closer. My family was sent back to me to help me through. I thought it was just a quick vision I had of them coming out from the light and dancing towards me. We all liked folk dance. They then wrapped themselves around me and just hugged, then they stood back and vanished. A pastor I like to talk to was really excited about it, my description was very detailed, he believed it was a vision. It turns out they did not leave right away but hung around, leaving one by one. They flashed the light on my phone when they left one by one, first my sister then my misogynistic brother left but not before he left phallic symbols in water stains all over my bedroom ceiling, peoples mouths open when they see it.
Be careful of the blue blob as I call it, it seemed to be trying to help me go nuts, its the AI corrector. If you click on a blue underline and accept what it suggests, it can change what you said in the entire post. I am not the first to notice this.
I know I jumped all around but I saw in your writing myself before I hit 0.
And this was the last post before bedtime and never expected to write so much and I am stoned.
May God Bless you Always
You are in my prayers fren. I am so very sorry for the pain and grief you have endured. You are very strong to still be able to reach through your own struggles to offer help to someone else despite the battles you yourself are facing. Thank you for your kindness and courage. Don’t give up.You must be a beautiful soul indeed for the enemy to attack you so fervently. The Lord put it on my heart to remind you that he restored and multiplied all the enemy took from Job. What the enemy takes he cannot keep. Your kindness was a weapon against the enemy and you are so strong. God Bless you fren
Thank you for your wonderful words of wisdom. The Lord is indeed our comfort our blessing and our strength. In the words of Psalm 91 he is my fortress. His presence reminds me of what is truly important and that HE has a plan and since I know he is good I know his plans are good. His goodness gives me the ability to pray for those who lash out and cause pain because I am reminded that that person is also a child of God and loved enough that grace and salvation is their birthright as well if they choose it. Thank for the reminder I listened to your advice and it gave me great peace to pray for them. May God Bless you my fren