The abject cruelty is breathtaking and the number tells you everything. You have reached a point where you will find peace. Our children were given to us to care for. Giving them back is the hardest thing we are asked to do. The pain is real, but knowing our babies are now and will always be in the hands of our loving God, is ironically the peace we seek. Regardless of the outcome, this is not a punishment. An idiot tried that with me. I understood his saying my lack of faith killed my child was not a declaration from heaven but from somewhere else entirely.
You are a wonderful mother. God chose you for a reason too. I pray for your continued faith. That is the only way you carry this burden. We put on my child's headstone, "God placed an angel in our care. We are honored to be her parents."
Thank you so very much for praying for my faith. It is the rock I am standing on and it is a gift to have prayer support for this pillar that is holding up our lives. My deepest condolences I can’t imagine. Your daughter’s headstone is beautiful. You yourself are an incredible mother and I am humbled and honored that you reached out. You understand what I was trying to explain it is not something that I feel I was able to convey as accurately as I would hope. There is a peace that I freely admit I not good at remaining in but a peace that transcends all fear all hurt. I am grateful for the knowledge that beyond this fight is a love and joy that is far far better than this life. It gives me strength on the very very bad days. I believe completely the Lord is using all this for a purpose bigger than our family. I hate it I hate it so much because he is genuinely one of the best humans I have ever met. I refuse to believe that all of these hells aren’t in some way part of a bigger plan and on my very best and strongest days I know that plan may not include his survival although that thought hurts so much. I know I hurt for me and not for him. Thank you for reminding me of that truth. That our love for our children doesn’t have an expiration date and that it continues until we meet them again. Your an incredible mom and I will be praying for you as well. I pray you have joy and peace in this waiting room until you are reunited with your beautiful daughter.God Bless you Fren
Awwww. If you are anywhere near the Mid-Atlantic, I would drive to give you a hug. The pain seems unbearable and so heavy you drag it. But even when it seemed unbearable, I knew that the joy I had by having her in my life outweighed the pain. I wouldn't have traded a moment to escape the grief.
I pray for a miracle for you. Please keep us updated and if you need to talk to us, don't let evil stop you from reaching out. Sounds like God placed an angel in your care too. Treasure every moment.
The abject cruelty is breathtaking and the number tells you everything. You have reached a point where you will find peace. Our children were given to us to care for. Giving them back is the hardest thing we are asked to do. The pain is real, but knowing our babies are now and will always be in the hands of our loving God, is ironically the peace we seek. Regardless of the outcome, this is not a punishment. An idiot tried that with me. I understood his saying my lack of faith killed my child was not a declaration from heaven but from somewhere else entirely.
You are a wonderful mother. God chose you for a reason too. I pray for your continued faith. That is the only way you carry this burden. We put on my child's headstone, "God placed an angel in our care. We are honored to be her parents."
Thank you so very much for praying for my faith. It is the rock I am standing on and it is a gift to have prayer support for this pillar that is holding up our lives. My deepest condolences I can’t imagine. Your daughter’s headstone is beautiful. You yourself are an incredible mother and I am humbled and honored that you reached out. You understand what I was trying to explain it is not something that I feel I was able to convey as accurately as I would hope. There is a peace that I freely admit I not good at remaining in but a peace that transcends all fear all hurt. I am grateful for the knowledge that beyond this fight is a love and joy that is far far better than this life. It gives me strength on the very very bad days. I believe completely the Lord is using all this for a purpose bigger than our family. I hate it I hate it so much because he is genuinely one of the best humans I have ever met. I refuse to believe that all of these hells aren’t in some way part of a bigger plan and on my very best and strongest days I know that plan may not include his survival although that thought hurts so much. I know I hurt for me and not for him. Thank you for reminding me of that truth. That our love for our children doesn’t have an expiration date and that it continues until we meet them again. Your an incredible mom and I will be praying for you as well. I pray you have joy and peace in this waiting room until you are reunited with your beautiful daughter.God Bless you Fren
Awwww. If you are anywhere near the Mid-Atlantic, I would drive to give you a hug. The pain seems unbearable and so heavy you drag it. But even when it seemed unbearable, I knew that the joy I had by having her in my life outweighed the pain. I wouldn't have traded a moment to escape the grief.
I pray for a miracle for you. Please keep us updated and if you need to talk to us, don't let evil stop you from reaching out. Sounds like God placed an angel in your care too. Treasure every moment.
You are loved, dear fren.