You know, this Board has been and continues to be the place where I find new insights that continue my awakening. And I love it.

Someone made a post yesterday that had a laundry list of negative things--it was absolutely dooming. And as I read it, I thought to myself, "There's not much here that I disagree with, so why am I not of the same negative mindset about Trump that this person is sharing?"

Maybe the answer to that question has to do with my sense of hope, my need for goodness to win, my belief in God, and my generally optimistic outlook on life.

Regardless, I got to thinking about that person's post and I have a few thoughts to share by which I hope to stimulate some good discussion.

I'm not going to lie--there are days that feel like we are not winning. And I pull the usual arrows out of my quiver (God wins, good guys are in control, there's a lot going on we don't know about, eat more popcorn, Q proofs are all around, etc.) and I push out the worry and the questions and focus on my awakening. It also helps when there are wins!! And there have been many of them.

The thing I've noticed (and I think you all have, too) is that the speed at which things are happening is so fast, that we are only seeing a fraction of the information in the various news sources. And, that news is probably controlled (hopefully by White Hats at this point). The Deep State is using every possible means to thwart Trump's progress, so the headlines seem to paint a picture of a flurry of punches back and forth, and for me the end result is that I have this simple question: If Patriots are in Control, why aren't we winning everything, and why haven't we made much more progress?

That's when I finally realized that not only do I need to know we are winning, but it's been in my mind for years, now, that the Good Guys are in control, that We Have Already Won, etc. Well, when you say and think those things for a long time, and you share those sentiments with others to try to get them on board, it really becomes a juggling act to have to see the bullshit negative things--movie script or not--that go against our belief that we are in control and have already won. And I ask myself at what point is my faith in the Q Plan just as much mind control as what I judge commies and lefties to have succumbed to? Because the Q Plan is Truth? It is God inspired?

I realize I am not sharing anything earth-shattering, but maybe it helps a few of you who are thinking and feeling like I have been, trying to understand why things are not matching up with being in control and having already won.

If you're not truly an insider and in the know, and if you're not close to someone who is an insider and in the know, then you're probably like me and coming to this Board for hope and validation, along with insights that awaken. This comes with a challenge, though: maintaining clear focus when the field of vision is cluttered with the events of the movie, especially when they don't seem to align with being in control and having already won.

I'll give you one good example of something that is not aligning, and yet I still believe that it has to be this way: the war in Ukraine, and the Precipice. I haven't quite figured out how a scare event is going to wake people up, rather than just scare them. I would have thought unveiling the truth about the satanic pedo rings would have been enough to galvanize humanity. Why is it that a Precipice is needed to galvanize humanity, and how will the Precipice be attributed to the Deep State, Clinton, Soros, Khazarian, etc. club? Is Trump going to save the day, and the bad guys will be exposed for having brought us to the brink of global disaster?

The Precipice concept just seems fuzzier and fuzzier. I realize fear is a strong motivator, but that also assumes that those who are scared will also wake up and see the Truth. Anyway, just my thoughts. In it to win it. NCSWIC. But man do I wish I knew what was coming. And I can't wait for the future documentary that explains all of it.