Maybe compared to other women your thoughts were more influenced by your intellect than your hormones. But then again, you said “both” your husbands were masculine. Maybe your first husband’s masculinity wasn’t attractive enough to keep the relationship together, and maybe that was because of the bc pills.
My first husband cheated on me and walked out on me and our 14 month old son. No, birth control saved lives with me, not the opposite. I had the extreme PMS - like look at me wrong and I wanted to kill you or you hated me. BC stopped that while I was on it
Maybe compared to other women your thoughts were more influenced by your intellect than your hormones. But then again, you said “both” your husbands were masculine. Maybe your first husband’s masculinity wasn’t attractive enough to keep the relationship together, and maybe that was because of the bc pills.
My first husband cheated on me and walked out on me and our 14 month old son. No, birth control saved lives with me, not the opposite. I had the extreme PMS - like look at me wrong and I wanted to kill you or you hated me. BC stopped that while I was on it
Sorry to hear