To uHelloDolly and to Andrew, I am of the belief that everyone at some point in their life has considered ending their life but do not do so. For those that think not, perhaps it hasn't entered your thoughts just yet but as you age it might. The difference with those that do decide to carry on to live and work things out or to do otherwise is that each day is a new sunrise. One day can make a huge difference. If Andrew, at his lowest moment, would ask in prayer but also think of what each person he loves and cares about the most, how they will react to hearing about the loss of his life, if he really loves and cares for them, he would never ever want to hurt them in that way. Andrew, I know there are things happening to you that you want to stop and you might think taking your life is the answer, but it is not the answer. One day you will look back on this time and be so grateful Jesus carried you through each day. Trust in Jesus, and ask for Him to carry your burden. And remember you don't grow when on the mountain top, you grow when you are in the valley. Praying for you and your family in Jesus holy name!