Thank You. It is good to know other Christians feel the same way. I do not know the truth anymore when it comes to men's words, I only know the truth of scripture. oh, I am not unwordly, not at all, I had a pastor once tell me, when I wanted to just isolate and be in prayer, and leave all of this behind, he told me that was fine for awhile, but that Christ has told us that he would be out there in the world, among the people, among many kinds of people, the poor, the rich, the pious and the struggling sinner. I do what I can with that. But I was younger when I heard those words. Now I just want to cloister again. I use the internet to be in the world now, and it was wonderful to see the faithful gathered together in mourning and tribute for a young man who spoke bravely and fairly, and encouraged respectful debate of different opinions. He was able to do that because he was a Christian, God gave him strength and purpose. I understand that people started leaving when it turned into a political rally. To quote my gran, "is there nothing sacred anymore?". Jesus loved, he came to preach the love of God, that salvation and eternal glory is accesible to EVERYONE who confesses him as savior. Ericka spoke that, I believe it too. I just do not get it, that for once, he chose not to show a humble and comforting side to the mourners.