I doubt you sounded like me. I don't think you even understand what I am saying. It certainly appears you are deep in the belief trap. You can't even have a dialogue on whether god exists. You behave as if your belief system (shared by billions; no matter) is the final word on reality.

I never thought it made sense. I think the more we learn of the extent of space the less likely it is an all powerful spirit made everything but chose our planet to have an only son to save us. I am putting my money on "the universe" (I call it existence) being teeming with life. There is no way to know but if I am right then religions would seem more and more to be control systems to manipulate us. Does it seem reasonable that out of unlimited life forms throughout existence that we should be the one special snowflake?