Not sure if this will work the way I'm hoping but let's see.
So as I talk to many people on X, I am beginning to see that as they read the Epstein files they are starting to go through a dark night of the soul as they process the horrors being revealed..
Many of the OGs here had this experience years ago.
So my question is this...
What was your experience like, how did you finally process it fully and what piece of information really put you over the line as far as awakening?
I am trying to gather testimony to help bridge the gap for those freshly awakening.
Let's see how this goes. God bless. Love you all
Dark night of the soul,is a great book.
Never read it but the topic itself is great and something I don't think the Churches talk about.
If willing I would love some testimony. No pressure I'm just trying to share stories with those freshly awakening.
I read it many years ago.
Just read the first chapter if nothing else. It's,free online.
I will check it out. It's just called
Dark night of the Soul
For those with compassion it is time for 'Damage Control'.
I have a lot of compassion..are you suggesting I need to evaluate something about myself..
Or are you saying we can't let compassion be used as a weapon that prevents us from taking Godly action
Sorry for the misunderstanding, what I'm saying is; there will be many people hurt & disillusioned at what is being revealed now & there's much work ahead of us to minister to them.
Romans 13:8 Owe no one anything except to love one another, for he who loves another has fulfilled the law.
Galatians 6:2 Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ.
1 Peter 3:15 But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts, and always be ready to give a defense to everyone who asks you a reason for the hope that is in you, with meekness and fear;
Galatians 6:10 Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all, especially to those who are of the household of faith.
Oh wow sorry I missed this. Absolutely love your words and completely agree.
Long road of healing ahead. This is what we have been training for
No harm done. Now do 20 pushups & all will forgiven. 😂😎
Recruit Slechta reporting for duty
Sir yes Sir
Ah brings me back to boot camp days. Haha good times..good times indeed..
There's nothing like that 'FIRST LOVE' He took me from the darkness to the light, I don't know why, but He did & i just want walk with Him like Adam. I've got a million questions & a million praises.
1 Corinthians 2:9 But as it is written: “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”
1 John 3 Behold what manner of love the Father has bestowed on us, that we should be called children of God! Therefore the world does not know us, because it did not know Him. 2 Beloved, now we are children of God; and it has not yet been revealed what we shall be, but we know that when He is revealed, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is. 3 And everyone who has this hope in Him purifies himself, just as He is pure.
Eph. 3:14 For this reason I bow my knees to the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, 15 from whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, 16 that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, 17 that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love, 18 may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height— 19 to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.
Let it turn into something else.
Let it turn into digging. Into resolve. Into courage.
I am deeply inside the personal trauma of facing the condition and precarious position that humans are in these days. Even though my awakening began long ago, the things being unveiled very rapidly now are harder to endure than any of it has been. So I will write my interpretation so far.
The Awakening is the death of innocence; the end of illusions. It is finding ways to still have joy, and that is only through faith that Light, Love and God are in the end more powerful. I have no idea why I was saved for this era on Earth. At times I feel devastated by it. Why me. Why my kids?
Accept that you must never, ever, entrust what you cherish, to strangers. Never take your eyes off of what will protect your children. Or any lives in your care. Give no one the benefit of the doubt because deceivers and predators are absolutely everywhere. Once you accept that there are more demons on this Earth that there are humans, and that they wish for access to your mind and your physical body, you will learn to recognize their presence in people and feel when it is you they want to seduce. What attracts the demonic to you and your friends? Your kids? Minds full of dark attitudes and thought patterns and physical behaviors that dishonor the sacredness of your body and your spirit. Low self-esteem, self degradation, manipulating others, promiscuity, drugs and alcohol, the list goes on. The things people do to compensate for how hollow and lonely they feel. You have to realize you are doing it, the negative self talk is 90% of people's problems. Start learning how to speak to your own mind and heart the right way! The enemies, literally steal negative energy and use it to sustain themselves. In the unseen realm they are from, alongside us on Earth, dark energy from us is their food! That is why, when humanity elevates itself out of darkness, the enemy grows weaker. It is a WAR! I have never forgotten something I heard a very long time ago that really hit home. Because I knew, I did not love myself, and was not kind to myself. My Higher Self, the silver chord between my conscious mind and the mind of God, wanted to say to me that I cared about everyone and everything else, and was "turning away from me, (my higher self) the one who has loved you most of all". That is how at a late age I finally came to realize that I matter to God, and welcomed Jesus into my heart. I hoped it could be the way to value myself, the way that He does. And have a life in which I came to identify and banish the demons I had with me in my own life. It is a rare person, who never looked inviting to a demon. All it takes is vulnerability. Sorry this is so long, frens. Having some rough days. God bless all of you.
Wow fren this was beautiful. No need to say sorry. This is the exact heart felt response I was hoping to get..praying for you.
Is it just the weight of it all that is causing you to have "some rough day" or is there more you are willing to expand on..would love to be there for you however I can. We family now. Please don't hesitate to reach out if you ever need some positive words, prayer or just need someone to let the anger and hurt out to. Hold tight to that revelation that Jesus loves you more then you will ever know. Truly..I love you to. God bless
i've been dissociating since 2020 I don't know about y'all! I had my dark night of the soul about 7 months ago and will never get over it. I deal with the dark because I have Jesus by my side in the fire. it's made it a lot easier. and ultimate justice will come.
Yes Jesus makes all the difference.
Truly thanks for sharing this testimony. I pray the Lord will use it to help others as I interact with them.
I don't think we ever fully get over these horrors. Rather the Lord slowly shows us who is truly sovereign over ALL
Praying for you. much love
Q said those who know cannot sleep. Turn it over to the Lord. In the end, we win. God wins.
Slechta....I was scrolling memes at the Donald and reading comments when I clicked a link to voat and pizzagate. There I saw the podesta art work and went down all the disgusting rabbit holes in horror. This was after the wiki leaks dumps with all the weird shit I read in those. Following that was nvxium, John of God, Epstein, Hollywood tunnels, adrenochrome, human hunting parties at estates, Haiti, ancient gods like baal, etc.
Anyway, I was up for days after following that voat link. As a former Catholic turned atheist, those days of research sent me back to a belief in evil and therefore Satan and therefore God and prayer. My family and husband thought I'd cracked when I talked about this stuff and defended pizzagate.
I started to pray for help for the babies every night.
thinking back, I had a boyfriend in 1998-2000 who had me watch a VHS type on bohemian grove. He planted ideas that night that reverberated in 2016 and beyond. I just laughed at the time because Alex jones seemed insane. Hell I was 18 and we didn't really have much in the way of Internet and fact sharing at the time.
A Dark night of the soul is a personal thing...unique to the one experiencing it. There's absolutely no one size fits all solution...
DNOTS is part of the experience here for those that experience it. Not everyone will. Not everyone will get through it and grow. I'd imagine most will try to escape from it or drown it out...but if it's TRULY a DNOTS, NONE of those tactics will work. It's RIGHT THERE IN YOUR FACE and you cannot get around it - which I believe is by design - You are FORCED to face things head on & resolve them on your terms, through YOUR eyes.
Only by working through it will the "solution" or relief come. No therapy or outside influence will put a dent in it....It's a personal journey through that dark valley. The solution to an individuals DNOTS could be anything from letting go of old, tired beliefs or personal judgement that no longer works or could mean sitting in silence until you recognize your own conscious presence that's been there your entire life, but you've been too addicted to the shindig to get quiet and observe.
A generic explanation for those that have no idea what a DNOTS even is: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dark_Night_of_the_Soul