I must apologize for my absence, I needed a break and have been spending time with my family and stepchildren, and grandbabies. . And out of nowhere came a horrible diagnosis and health issues for my WIFE. She has been dealing with depression for some time and was drinking very heavy for a while. Her health took a turn for the worst and was diagnosed with cirrhosis of the liver. It is hard for me to imagine this actually happen. She has been a heavier drinker than me long before I met her but I never thought that it was that bad. Anyway she has been in hospice for a few weeks and now not eating or drinking and on pain meds every 2 hours. Very shallow breathing so I am sure it will not be long at all. I am asking for you prayers for her, she said some time age she has never been baptized and I am not sure if she has ever ask for forgiveness. I would gladly take her place so she would not be suffering. I am doing my best but it rips at my heart seeing her the way she is, and I would never wish this on my worst enemy. ANYWAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL. And I hope this message finds all of you well and in good spirits friends, brothers and sisters
TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS, BROTHERS, AND SISTERS
🧘Mental/Physical Health 🏋🏼♂️
Oh dear eagle, I'm sorry that you had to lose her but you are wise fren. I know she heard you because they wait for our signal to them to cross over. You gave her everything she needed to hear before she left...your love and courage.
I still talk to all of my family that has passed because I believe we are only separated by a vibration, almost like a thin veil or curtain...so very close and they can still hear us. That is the Grace of God...☝️✨🌌
You can call me JD...😉
Joy it is so good to hear from you, how have you been sis? I hope all is well dear. I am so exhausted over all of this. It has really taken a toll on me. Since Brenda's health had gone down I am trying to keep the kids from fighting with each other and keep all the bills straight. Brenda always paid or told me which bills to pay, I just made the money. So it is stressful learning how to keep everything together. Allt this stuff hit fast, my job made a lot of changes about the middle of last year and I lost like 20k because of it so now I am expecting to lose about 40k for an entire year. I would be so much better off if they had not done that, at least financially. Anyway I am just chalking it up as another test and try to look at any day above ground is a good day.
Oh dear fren, I'm so sorry that you are juggling all of these job related challenges during the most important time of your life.
You will learn the household accounting with practice. Just take a deep breath and make a list of your bills that are due Monthly from the 1- 15 & those due from the 16 - 30. A little organization helps take away the stress.
Your first priority is your health, Brenda and your kids. Are there any family members that can help? Grandparents, siblings, Aunts or Uncles?
Thanks for letting your family here know so we can keep you lifted in prayer. Trust God's Plan and Pray Psalm 91 over you family daily. Blessings! 🙏🤍
Psalm 91
1 Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
2 I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.”
3 Surely he will save you from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.
8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
9 If you say, “The Lord is my refuge,” and you make the Most High your dwelling,
10 no harm will overtake you, no disaster will come near your tent.
11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;
12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
13 You will tread on the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
14 “Because he[b] loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation.”