A heartfelt thanks to everyone for their ideas, comments and well wishes.

While church and scripture really isnt my scene, I do pray on occasion. I did so today and asked Him for the strength to go on, while crying and feeling very very alone and was pleasantly surprised to feel the weight suddenly shift off me.

Maybe I just needed to let it all out for a short while to start feeling better, or perhaps He was listening and shouldering some of my load in that moment - I dont know, but I am glad I am feeling a touch more positive now than I did when I reached out to you all this morning.