I wrote this earlier in another thread about this situation:
Um... Under "normal" circumstances whatever the hell that is these days... I'd agree with the possibility that outside forces may have had a direct hand in David's demise...
But the cold, hard reality is... David was a highly intelligent person, with a long list of accomplishments under his belt. From the outside looking in, you'd never have a clue what he was battling within himself.
Even those around you that you would perceive as being "rock solid" or "there's no way he'd take himself out" - You would be surprised to know that SO MANY are living on the edge of staying here and continuing to play the game and deeming it fukt for whatever reason and reaching for the reset button.
You just don't know what others are going through. But he had it ALL! Your "all" isn't the same as others... and this is especially true for those with high intelligence - some days it seems that the juice ain't worth the squeeze, and/or you don't have the juice to squeeze anymore... you're done. You've given everything and done everything & now you're bored... you're tired... and against the background of the current experience, just don't see how you can go on.
I'm not going to get into all the debble demon suggestive shit - although, it is possible to get into a destructive pattern with certain thought forms that can convince you everything is shit through distorted persuasion. Any normal person understands or at least realizes that their own mind seems to want them dead some days - while there's nothing wrong with their physical and innocent body.
Digging on many of the subjects David has chosen to research - quite often roads less travelled to say the least, that can come at a price. One such price is isolation. Where there's not another soul on this rock that understands your perspective, given the knowledge you've acquired, and how that affects your day to day outlook AND your will to go on. People who really are considering taking themselves out, certainly aren't going to tell anyone. Not even their closest friend... because they've reached a point beyond anyone's understanding and just don't want to hear anyone talk them out of it, because it'll just be more... misunderstanding...
I'm not saying at all that this is definitively the case... but after seeing those close to me give no indication and then a day or two later trigger the reset button - it all becomes very surreal and survival guilt makes you wonder if you missed the signs... but there were no signs - they seemed exactly the same as you've always known them - They just didn't want to play anymore because the pain of being here was louder than their daily joy... and that's that.
You never know what's on someone's mental screen nor the pain they're feeling every day. Which is probably a good reminder that we should be kind to one another... and realize how fragile we are... Knowing is burdensome and lonely... and often dark and heavy.
Very very well said. Thanks for taking the time to write that. If you really wanna boil it all down to one reason I would add that the most obvious one is that he literally said "I am not suicidal" live on one of his show very recently.
Sather is definitely not the be all , end all on this subject. Everything he said was easily watchable on David's podcasts through the years. Especially considering the trolls and criticism. It was beyond OBVIOUS he took that to heart because he gave the trolls so much time. I even commented several times on his videos to ignore them. Giving them 10-15 minutes and pleading your case only makes them hungrier. This is not something new. I am talking over a decade ago. I have been watching this guy for a long, long time. If nothing else he was a sensitive, entertaining soul.
Maybe David did have a break. Maybe saying you are grateful for life and are not suicidal means nothing. But, everyone of us are dealing with a lot. I promise you that. As you watch opinion ebb and flow from conspiracy to official narrative I got to thinking how easy it would be to suicide almost anyone. I wondered what they would say about me. He had drug issues. Overwhelming bills. A hard job. He just could not cope with it anymore. You can never see these things coming...
bro thought he was channelling archangel Michael. The cabal was not concerned with him. If anything he served to string potential threats along a continuous path to nothing important. Maybe, in the beginning, if following initial course, he could have become a threat. I wouldn't know. But 5D Ascended Masters playing checkers on the Astral Plane. Come now! He was a sensitive soul and I pray the Lord Jesus accepts him, despite his long run of woo nonsense, and that He would instruct and correct the millions who believed any of it.
he also thought he was edgar cacey.(sp) He was an odd bird. He has always been an odd bird.That really has nothing to do with anything. Didn't he also have his hands in a anti grav company? his biographer, Wyn Free died 2 days before he died. So yeah, he may have just snapped and lost it. To me, it seems pretty strange though.
This is a grounded look at what went down.
I wrote this earlier in another thread about this situation:
Um... Under "normal" circumstances whatever the hell that is these days... I'd agree with the possibility that outside forces may have had a direct hand in David's demise...
But the cold, hard reality is... David was a highly intelligent person, with a long list of accomplishments under his belt. From the outside looking in, you'd never have a clue what he was battling within himself.
Even those around you that you would perceive as being "rock solid" or "there's no way he'd take himself out" - You would be surprised to know that SO MANY are living on the edge of staying here and continuing to play the game and deeming it fukt for whatever reason and reaching for the reset button.
You just don't know what others are going through. But he had it ALL! Your "all" isn't the same as others... and this is especially true for those with high intelligence - some days it seems that the juice ain't worth the squeeze, and/or you don't have the juice to squeeze anymore... you're done. You've given everything and done everything & now you're bored... you're tired... and against the background of the current experience, just don't see how you can go on.
I'm not going to get into all the debble demon suggestive shit - although, it is possible to get into a destructive pattern with certain thought forms that can convince you everything is shit through distorted persuasion. Any normal person understands or at least realizes that their own mind seems to want them dead some days - while there's nothing wrong with their physical and innocent body.
Digging on many of the subjects David has chosen to research - quite often roads less travelled to say the least, that can come at a price. One such price is isolation. Where there's not another soul on this rock that understands your perspective, given the knowledge you've acquired, and how that affects your day to day outlook AND your will to go on. People who really are considering taking themselves out, certainly aren't going to tell anyone. Not even their closest friend... because they've reached a point beyond anyone's understanding and just don't want to hear anyone talk them out of it, because it'll just be more... misunderstanding...
I'm not saying at all that this is definitively the case... but after seeing those close to me give no indication and then a day or two later trigger the reset button - it all becomes very surreal and survival guilt makes you wonder if you missed the signs... but there were no signs - they seemed exactly the same as you've always known them - They just didn't want to play anymore because the pain of being here was louder than their daily joy... and that's that.
You never know what's on someone's mental screen nor the pain they're feeling every day. Which is probably a good reminder that we should be kind to one another... and realize how fragile we are... Knowing is burdensome and lonely... and often dark and heavy.
Very very well said. Thanks for taking the time to write that. If you really wanna boil it all down to one reason I would add that the most obvious one is that he literally said "I am not suicidal" live on one of his show very recently.
That was amazing. Thank you
Well said
"because the pain of being here was louder than their daily joy"💖
Sather is definitely not the be all , end all on this subject. Everything he said was easily watchable on David's podcasts through the years. Especially considering the trolls and criticism. It was beyond OBVIOUS he took that to heart because he gave the trolls so much time. I even commented several times on his videos to ignore them. Giving them 10-15 minutes and pleading your case only makes them hungrier. This is not something new. I am talking over a decade ago. I have been watching this guy for a long, long time. If nothing else he was a sensitive, entertaining soul.
Maybe David did have a break. Maybe saying you are grateful for life and are not suicidal means nothing. But, everyone of us are dealing with a lot. I promise you that. As you watch opinion ebb and flow from conspiracy to official narrative I got to thinking how easy it would be to suicide almost anyone. I wondered what they would say about me. He had drug issues. Overwhelming bills. A hard job. He just could not cope with it anymore. You can never see these things coming...
I'm just not buying it.
bro thought he was channelling archangel Michael. The cabal was not concerned with him. If anything he served to string potential threats along a continuous path to nothing important. Maybe, in the beginning, if following initial course, he could have become a threat. I wouldn't know. But 5D Ascended Masters playing checkers on the Astral Plane. Come now! He was a sensitive soul and I pray the Lord Jesus accepts him, despite his long run of woo nonsense, and that He would instruct and correct the millions who believed any of it.
he also thought he was edgar cacey.(sp) He was an odd bird. He has always been an odd bird.That really has nothing to do with anything. Didn't he also have his hands in a anti grav company? his biographer, Wyn Free died 2 days before he died. So yeah, he may have just snapped and lost it. To me, it seems pretty strange though.