Hello Frens,
after the death of my mother in 2024 I was quite depressed, then also financial problems hit me hard and looking for jobs was a lot of stress. In autumn of 2024 I suddenly had no more access to the GA site - I still don't know why.
Then in 2025 everything was slowly getting better, I found good work with a well paying employer and nice team and clients. But in summer 2025 my health was slightly detoriating and everything began to be a burden to me. I had no time to think much about it, the partner of my deceased mother, Hellmut, had an accident and went into hospital and everything got very stressful until December 2025/January 2026.
At that time I suddenly had access to this site, but was only watching and reading, too tired to engage and comment. Hellmut passed away in January this year. And I finally thought to be able to let it all go, relax a while, regain my health and then start with my own life.
But no. End of March 2026 I was diagnosed with colon cancer. Unjabbed. And no, nothing of those other things some of you might suggest, absolutely NOTHING! It came totally out of the blue. Despite from my mother having colon cancer and Hellmut as well.
So parasites? Viruses? - In my case it is connected to papiloma viruses. I don't know, but I still have a journey before me. Like TNBanjoMan just told me: I am throwing EVERYTHING at it. (also received Ivermectin the last days, which I will start probably)
They have me already scheduled for radiation and chemo starting beginning of June. -
But I can't do it, I really can't. WTF.
I am glad to be back, missed you and this site. - God bless and protect you!
So very probably I got Covid already early in 2020 where also my stomach problems started, in autumn 2020 I definetivly got a very hard and strange dry caughing illness for two weeks, as well as my mother.
So I find this post quite interesting (parasites, viruses, bio weapon -> Covid -> then cancer?)
PATRICK SOON-SHIONG: “We have in our body a gene called p53 that actually prevents cancer from occurring.”
“Guess what COVID does? It knocks down p53.”
Were We All Deliberately Poisoned!?
https://x.com/Partisan_12/status/2003388704954687501
Also this regarding P53: https://x.com/CredibleUFO/status/2004247740679967051/photo/1
Please don't doubt fren...God put this knowledge in your path for a Reason. I don't blame you for being emotional..I can't even imagine!
Take heart and please read what Joe Tippen's has to say...he's been through it!
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Remember your family here is praying! 🙏🤍
You are right "God put this knowledge in your path for a reason"! Since 2020 I know about artimisia annua and bought it as a high potential extract, gave it to my family occasionaly during corona. 2021 Hellmut got into hospital with Corona, pneumonia and embolism. They said he would be dying, he was not eating and did not recognize me. I brought him chickenbroth with artimsia in it. He recovered quickly.
Since then I talked to everybody about those both nobel price wonders: Artimisia and Ivermectin. That it woul help, that they should make available. Now I have it - someone send it to me as a gift!!! whom I only know shortly on X and I am still doubting, because I am a non-believer like Thomas as I have not enough "real" evidence on hand to fully believe. Meaning: I know nobody who took it as only solution and got healed.
I have to pray more and talk to Jesus. I have to fully surrender to God's will and love. But perhaps I am still grunty, because of all the rough road, losses and grievances since 2008. I even got no time to really grieve about the loss of my sister and mother, always something came up what was more important and emergency. I miss them. And I have still to be strong as my niece, who grew up with her granny, needs me. She manages her life quite well, but is kind of mentally disabled and needs help, support and love not able to do it fully alone in this world without any family.
Sorry, that I vented so much. - Today is Ascension day in Germany. My diagnosis I got directly before Easter/crucification/resurrection. Pentecoast will be directly before the schedueled radiation procedure - that's so "weird". I have to get closer to Jesus.
Thank you, my dear. - It is so good to have this family here. God lead me to you all in autumn 2020 when I was really in the dark with all the restrictions and evil things. You all gave me so much support, love and prayers. God is with me. Always. I have to trust.
God bless you.
Now I have it - someone send it to me as a gift!!! whom I only know shortly on X
Amazing! We call this A Godwink
Keep your Faith always and take the Artimisia and Ivermectin!
You are right. I feel humbled and am in tears. God already showed up with his clear advice which is right into my face and totally convincing. Umpf. Thank you, Joys1Daughter! I need to work on my trust issues with God.
You're just fine in your relationship with the Lord... it's understandable that you are a bundle of emotions considering what you're going through.
Let Our Father carry you.. . Footprints in the Sand
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there were one set of footprints.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints.
So I said to the Lord, ‘You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there have only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?’
The Lord replied, ‘The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand, is when I carried you.’
-Mary Stevenson