I have heard exactly what you are saying my whole life, decades... yet I was raped when I was a child and when that happens as a kid you block it out.. it is gone from memory and then all of a sudden, it floods back in your memory and you are in shock.
not finding fault with your statement but no one in the USA does what you claim.. it is called propaganda.
Look at is a level of power. This is currency to them. It is fiat to them. They will sacrifice their own to appease those as you all the time. The low level ones that have no currency are sacrificed and they will put them on a pedestal and allow those as you to be happy. The bigger picture is when it happened to me, it woke me up to the fact that most people do not care. It is only words that are empty.
The one that came back to my memory was a native Indian and everything rushes back to memory and for a minute you become a detective trying to figure out who did this to you. This is how one actually wakes up and sees what their future will be. I could have went crazy on all the Native Indians in the area, but I kept it to that one specific individual and I realized I could not blame all that look like that one.
Never found that one either. No once cared when I told them it happened either. So we can either pray or break. I prayed and forgave that pedo and one day, if not already, he is in a realm of knowing what he did is vile. That too can be taken in correctly. I would hope he repented and is right with God and Jesus took that sin from him. Both ways God knows.
the turn around on the blocking out is different from each person. When a torment happens to a person, they will block it out. Amnesia is real. My turn around on this one specific time was the next day for some reason. I think there is others that never came out that happened to me though.
The next day I told others and no one cared. I was so pissed and both the native Indian and the people I told at the same time.
I have heard exactly what you are saying my whole life, decades... yet I was raped when I was a child and when that happens as a kid you block it out.. it is gone from memory and then all of a sudden, it floods back in your memory and you are in shock.
not finding fault with your statement but no one in the USA does what you claim.. it is called propaganda.
Look at is a level of power. This is currency to them. It is fiat to them. They will sacrifice their own to appease those as you all the time. The low level ones that have no currency are sacrificed and they will put them on a pedestal and allow those as you to be happy. The bigger picture is when it happened to me, it woke me up to the fact that most people do not care. It is only words that are empty.
The one that came back to my memory was a native Indian and everything rushes back to memory and for a minute you become a detective trying to figure out who did this to you. This is how one actually wakes up and sees what their future will be. I could have went crazy on all the Native Indians in the area, but I kept it to that one specific individual and I realized I could not blame all that look like that one.
Never found that one either. No once cared when I told them it happened either. So we can either pray or break. I prayed and forgave that pedo and one day, if not already, he is in a realm of knowing what he did is vile. That too can be taken in correctly. I would hope he repented and is right with God and Jesus took that sin from him. Both ways God knows.
the turn around on the blocking out is different from each person. When a torment happens to a person, they will block it out. Amnesia is real. My turn around on this one specific time was the next day for some reason. I think there is others that never came out that happened to me though.
The next day I told others and no one cared. I was so pissed and both the native Indian and the people I told at the same time.
I'm so sorry you had to go through that. You're in my prayers.