So, i kind of wanted to reach out to anyone willing to listen. Kind of a Mental Health Post and in a way I am hoping for some relief in a sense. I discovered Q in 2018, and I genuinely believe it's changed me for the better, I believe myself lucky to have discovered the drops and have been astounded by what has transpired the last 5 years since then. Although I have also been greatly fatigued mentally by it, I wish not to spread doom, for i do have faith that there will come about a great victory for all of Humanity, and despite having to tread through the mud- to speak somewhat poetically, The best is indeed yet to come.

I just wish sometimes i had more patience, I have damaged relationships, lost friends, Damaged my own reputation in a way and i am at fault- i will admit, for the above being said. Part of me wishes and longs for the day that the veil will be lifted and people whom i use to know, whom i still care for in my heart, despite knowing that ill never be able to go back to how it was before or even speak to them again, would realize what i had been going through and forgive me, Which i admit is selfish of me. I know the ultimate goal is much more than how i feel or have felt- And somethings happen the way they do for a good reason.

I also know that, despite feeling alone, i am not alone for there are unsung heroes whom have been waiting much longer than I, and whom have suffered much more than I. To be honest, despite how i feel, i know that i have had great luck in my life for that i am grateful. Ultimately when the day that most on this board have been anticipating comes, This Great Shift in our People's Consciousness, i believe the weight upon our souls will be lifted and even some vindication will be granted. Anyways, this post is kind of all over the place, but i wish all of you the best and welcome words of encouragement and wisdom from those who are willing to offer it. Thank you.

For quite a while now. I have been seeing 17 everywhere. Part of me believes perhaps that it is my brain just trained and hardwired to notice these things after i have exposed myself to it. subconsciously so. But another part of me feels it is something more. Perhaps Synchronicity. I'll look at the clock, and it'll be X:17 minute of the day and it's common to happen more than just once in a single day. Messages friends send and even messages i'll send will also be X:17 and commonly it'll be more meaningful messages. I'll play chess online and multiple other players i play against will commonly have 17 as a number within their names. many games i have won and lost ending with X:17 left in my time. Ill watch youtube videos that friends sent or videos that particularly catch my interest will have been uploaded on the 17th day of the month. i'll notice 17 being mentioned within videos as well, (such as task force 17 in the battle of coral sea). Even when playing video games i'll have 17 pop up in strange places. I'll see 17 in the starting stats for one game, Damage values will commonly be "17". 17 will be the name of certain places. One old playstation game i played at a much younger age i revisited and the starting amount of ammo on normal difficulty would be 17, and even in emergency supply chests in said game i have found 17 as emergency ammo. i have searched online to see what i could find on the significance of the number 17 and one such thing i had discovered. "17 is the only prime number which is the sum of four consecutive primes (2,3,5,7)" and the 17 number in spirituality seems to be rather important as well. Has anyone else be experiencing the same as i?