So, i kind of wanted to reach out to anyone willing to listen. Kind of a Mental Health Post and in a way I am hoping for some relief in a sense. I discovered Q in 2018, and I genuinely believe it's changed me for the better, I believe myself lucky to have discovered the drops and have been astounded by what has transpired the last 5 years since then. Although I have also been greatly fatigued mentally by it, I wish not to spread doom, for i do have faith that there will come about a great victory for all of Humanity, and despite having to tread through the mud- to speak somewhat poetically, The best is indeed yet to come.
I just wish sometimes i had more patience, I have damaged relationships, lost friends, Damaged my own reputation in a way and i am at fault- i will admit, for the above being said. Part of me wishes and longs for the day that the veil will be lifted and people whom i use to know, whom i still care for in my heart, despite knowing that ill never be able to go back to how it was before or even speak to them again, would realize what i had been going through and forgive me, Which i admit is selfish of me. I know the ultimate goal is much more than how i feel or have felt- And somethings happen the way they do for a good reason.
I also know that, despite feeling alone, i am not alone for there are unsung heroes whom have been waiting much longer than I, and whom have suffered much more than I. To be honest, despite how i feel, i know that i have had great luck in my life for that i am grateful. Ultimately when the day that most on this board have been anticipating comes, This Great Shift in our People's Consciousness, i believe the weight upon our souls will be lifted and even some vindication will be granted. Anyways, this post is kind of all over the place, but i wish all of you the best and welcome words of encouragement and wisdom from those who are willing to offer it. Thank you.
Ozymandias, I get tired too - many of us do. When that happens, I step back for a few days and give myself a mental health break and tell myself I'm leaving it to God because really, He is the only one in charge.
Just remember this. Less than 5 months.
So before March 2024.
It’s not you. Boone Cutler who’s another Army Psyops and General Flynn’s co-writer said the people you start a psyop campaign aren’t always who you end the campaign with sue to the mental toll. Some wear out. The early folks to Q me included, some are wearing out. As someone who woke up around 9/11, I can only do so much. Think of folks like Ron Paul who’s been talking about the Fed and corruption since the 70s when Reagan endorsed him.
This is a marathon, a mental marathon not a sprint. Next year is gonna be lit, good and bad. Get some rest. Detach a bit. We need you out there.
I hear you - being awake is a blessing but it's also a burden we carry that others do not. And I am PROUD to carry this burden and ready to help others awaken when they are ready. We have been chosen for this for whatever reasons and we should all realize how special we are in this movement.
I did have to learn to shut my trap - the truth sounds like crazy jibberish to the slumbering. I don't even know if I want people like my mom to know the depths of the evil and depravity that exists. If she passes never knowing, I'm ok with that.
I just want and need to see justice served, no matter how late and how cold. I know the ultimate judgement rests with God, but it would do this anon a world of good to see some justice meted out in this realm as well.
Godspeed, Patriot. Where We Go One, We Go All! NCSWIC
You need to seperate what you know in regards to your awakening with everyday life or it'll wear you down. You still have to play the game and push forward in life. I was in your position once and come to realise this movement is real. Not much I can do as an individual but drop red pills here and there so don't let it get you down, focus on the hobbies that make you happy and keep active.
It's not just us. Everyone I know feels the same, Q follower or not. We are all war weary. And I think many I know are suffering from a kind of PTSD because of all the lies, unconstitutional moves they're employing, etc. We all want it to end. But I also see the wisdom of letting our enemies play out their evil fantasies for the world to see, because this, more than anything we could say or do, is what is really facilitating the "great awakening." People are recognizing the evil and lies now. When liberals who voted for Biden are coming out and saying they should have listened to Trump because he was right on various issues, but they didn't because they didn't like the messenger, that is really a turning point to me. I'm seeing a lot of change.
Their eyes are opening. Here's some hopium.
https://greatawakening.win/p/17r9N3bDCl/are-the-normies-waking-up--im-re/
Listen to The wise council of frens. I took the better part of a year off in order to continue living life. In the end, for those not directly involved in the action, one of the things that you can do to counter the evil is to live your life.
That is what they want to take from us, And that is what they dont want us to do: Live our own lives.
It is okay to take a break period whether it is days, weeks or months. Consider it leave for all the work you've done and researched so far.
Like others said, make sure not to push red pills too hard. a little seed is better then trying to force transplant a tree. Watch the seed and see if it grows comma if it does offer just a little bit of fertilizer.
We all know how hard and jarring it is to awaken, don't rush it And you may find people to be more receptive.
Good luck.
I agree with you, fren. I am beyond fatigued watching the world rot and disintegrate on a daily basis. I have to fight against falling into depression and despair.
I am estranged from my brother and sister who firmly encourage my mother to take all the shots this winter. I took the time to red-pill her because I love her. What I did was show her all the evidence from the Maui "wildfire" and tell her this is how I know it was a deliberate attack. I showed her the real parents of Sasha and Malia. I showed her Bill Clinton's son Danney Williams. Biden perving, incoherent and falling. She is the ONLY one I have ever red-pilled. At her senior housing, whenever someone sat with us, I told them not to take the shot. And you know what? They all thanked me.
Was making humans a mistake? A species so intelligent some of us have learned to change DNA, link technology to humans, make humans extinct and destroy the planet? Humans and chimpanzees are smart enough to have mental illness. And it abounds.
I still maintain hope, because I cannot accept this is the end. I find it helps to keep close to God to refuel spirituality. However, I will accept God's final decision.
Take care, fren.
Remember and keep this at the forefront of your mind:
The PsyOp is INTENDED to wear us down. That is its primary function. To demoralize. To sap us of hope. To reinforce the false narrative that (((they)))'ve already won and that there is no effective way to fight back.
But their only hope is to continue dominating the public discourse with their lies. You see how even normies now are breaking out of the matrix.
Nothing can stop what is coming: the truth.
Mark 4:22 For there is nothing hidden which will not be revealed, nor has anything been kept secret but that it should come to light.
John 8:32 And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
If Q has brought me anything, it is Jesus. Every prayer brings resolve. Not completely, but more than enough to carry on with the plan. It’s God’s plan we are living, and His pace is different from ours. Stay strong fren, know that the whole community appreciates your efforts. You are strong, otherwise you wouldn’t be here.
I'm with you. Friends have disowned me, family has uninvited me to events, currently going through a divorce (bigger than political issues, but certainly influenced by them). Yet I still have hope. I have hope that this ends well. I have hope that my relationships will be restored. I have hope that the best is yet to come. Through all of the ups and downs, my one constant has been my faith. No fact, opinion, person, or event can affect my relationship with God. And when sh*t starts looking rough, that's where I seek my refuge. Stay the course, fren...
My advise is to not push your loved ones. They will wake when they are ready. Subtle red pilling is ok but nothing more unless they ask the questions. Even then, take it slow. Second, take a vacation, both from media and a physical retreat, preferably with a likeminded friend who is awake; but either way stay away from all news, even GAW, for at least a month or even more if you can stand it. You'll be surprised how little things have changed and yet you'll come back feeling better and ready to engage again. I was away for a good 6 months. Things are obviously gaining speed but a break in the action will do you good. Even digital soldiers get fatigued. Third, find solitude with God and open the Bible. He will meet you, and the peace that passes all understanding will be there to greet you.
I know it's cliche, but time does heal wounds. I've managed to repair relationships that I was convinced I had happily destroyed, with the same glee a mujahid slaughters the kafir. (as in, it was totally my fault). It's awkward at first, and apologies are necessary, but even if you don't keep the same type of relationship, you can form a new one with those individuals.
Think of it like an ex wife. You may hate each other's guts when you divorce, but 20 years later when the kids are grown up, you've both matured more, maybe both of you are remarried and stable, etc - it's possible to have a polite conversation, and maybe even admit you were better as friends than as a couple.
Yeah it's just an example, but the same goes for other relationships. Business, friendship, family etc.
Stay positive mate. The best is yet to come.
Handshake doomer alert
It gets taxing… but we were made for this…
Great song from videogame oficially meant to mock us, (but the truth is maybe other). Strange thing - it looked for me a bit like The Storm happening.
Listening it many times actually, even if I have doubts why it is all so slow, why Q is not working for now...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KW5kcUUu2Ac
Maybe it was in fact created because of those reason we are where we are ? We have the job to do. We did something about redpilling. And those who are not redpilled will learn it hard way to see we were right. And we are supposed to comfort them then. Our fight is not over,we have job to do anons. We have job to do.