Sorry to hear that man, if you’re not connected to a good Christian church, try and find one, pray and ask God to guide you to the right one. If it’s a good unified church family, grounded in God’s word the people there will eventually love you as you do life with one another. The people or person may not completely fill the role of your parents but they can help fill that void. I’ll pray for you... God bless!
““Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing but inwardly are ravenous wolves.” Matthew 7:15