Fear of God is proper. It IS the beginning of wisdom. But there are many further steps. St. Anthony of the desert’s famous quote: “I used to fear God but now I love him.” Theosis, the union of God and man, is the goal of human existence. Peak religious experience can be knowing the love of God directly. This is life changing. Relationships with people are not as fulfilling, but of course, we have them, as we are social beings. Trust is for God, not so much for people. Hermits can be very happy. Can you be alone and be joyful? Well, if you have dogs, that is. They are pure love, no?? People are what they are. Much pain over their not being what we want them to be. Ask and you shall receive. Do you want God to show himself to you? Are you sure? He will make you more like Him.